Jealousy Slayed My Soul 18

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i
apologize!

wallah i had so much to do the past month! i had no time to write a new post! i will be posting these days! im sorry;$



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Previously..

Ya3goob;
saw maya peacefully sleeping in the hospital, kissed her and then gave her the key to her diary, then left.

Maya: woke up and found the key, when lorena came , she braught the diary. she finds out later that the key fits the diary.

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"bismillah"

Maya was very scared. scared of the truth.

she opened to the first page,

January 12, 2006

Dear Diary,
today,
i did something bad..
very very bad..
like bad bad..!
will you keep a secret?
if you dont,
i will burn you and tear you to peices you read me?!
but hey,
i dont regret anything i did!
hehehe
so i have a friend names Hussa
well, lets say shes pretty..ok?
fine fine,
i started a rumor..
about her, i told everyone lies, and you know,
well she ended up getting kicked out of our school because her reputation went..BAD.
hahahaha thats it, awesome right?
k i gotta go..
night!


Maya: " omg."

Lorena: yess Miss you were a very bad person. :( but now you change! :)

M; im sorry Loreena, here let me read another entry..!


January 15, 2006..
Today the house phone was ringing,
no one was home to pick it up but the maids,
so i answered it,
turns out it was Loreena's husband wanting her very urgently,
iy5asyy, i told him she died and shut the phone, and to never call back..
haha i cant wait to see the look on Loreena's face everytime the phone rings and her waiting for her "husband"..
this is what she gets for going to church.. 5ara feeha..
a7san :)


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M; LA LA ma9adig. ;|
UMBAY LO IM SO SO SORRRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*hugs Lorena*

wallah i was so bad ill make it up to you big time, i promise...!!

L; no problem, hehe i solved that problem a very long time ago!! its ok miss.


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Ya3goob: god. i miss her! :(

dialling "il'3alya"

Mom: hala hala ya3gooob 7abeeby 3asa ma shar??

Y; hala yuma, la mako, bes 7abait a6amnich oo the flight leaves in an hour, inshallah o9al bacher 3ala the new york flight.

Mom: itrid bisalama, inzain call me gabil maa you board!

Y; inshalla, yala itwa9een 3ala shay?

Mom: la 7abeeby salamtik, yala ma3asalama..

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Fahad dialling Ya3goob

F; haaa wainik the game ra7 yabdeee!!!!

Y; fahad, magdar, ill have to pass. ana rad ilkuwait..

F; SHINO?! LAISH?!

Y; i caused too much damage for Maya, bes abeeha itkoon happy, il7imdillah that my wish came true, inha lail7een 3aysha wallah kint 7as inha she was somewhere in this world, i found her now, oo ti6amant 3alaiha, take care fhaid.. itha tabee shay call my skype :)

F; ee 9a7 your right, i agree.. 5ala9 itha you ever need me, dont forget to ring;)

Y; haha yala salam.

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Maya couldnt continue reading the horrific things the old her used to do, so she decided to put the diary away for now.

"Where is he?" :(

at the same moment, Fahad walks into her room with Ashley.

M; Hey you guys! :D

F; Hala wallah maya! shlonich, inshalla your feeling better?

M; ee 7imdillah!!

A; MAYA I MISS YOUUU *hug*

M; i missed you too hehe

*silent moment*

M; so whats new?!

F; mako! ams Manchester FAZAWW!! again :D chelsea 6a7seen!

M; haha 9ij?!

A; you guys talk in ENGLISH!!

M; oh sorry ashh, i forgot ;$

F; haha 7adee mistanis, chelsea fansss are prob crying now;p

M; haha

A; omg, did you hear that ya3goob is leaving back to kuwait?! :(

Maya's heart stopped for a second, she hated him, bes loved him at the same time.

M; WHAT, why????!

F; ASHLEY! :@ i told you not to tell!!

A; oh sorry i forgot:(

F; anyway its better that hes leaving, now no one will get hurt anymore *looking at Maya in the eyes*

M; heh yeahh..

F; cmon ashh we gotta get going, were meeting some friends, listen maya if you need anything just call me!!

M; yeah ok, thanks:)

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As soon as Fahad and Ashley left, Maya got up and got dressed. She let her hair naturally flow.

Lorena: where are you going miss?

M; Lo, i cant live without him. :( i need to go say goodbye at least.

L; yes miss you should! do you want me to come with you?

M; no its ok!
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Maya found a cab right out of the hospital. (madre shlon she just did;p)
She told him to take her to the airport, called the airport to see what time he was leaving,

M; Hello?

airline dude: yes hello how can i help you?

M; what time is the New York flight leaving?

AD: in 5 minutes they'll be boarding..

6oo6 6ooo6 6ooo6..


She shut the phone,

" Hurry pleeeasee"
she told the taxi cab.


Every part of her was shaking,
her heart was aching,
she couldnt let him leave like that,
she needed him in her life,
he hurt her so much,
but he was the one for her.

" i love you, please don't leave me"
she said under her breath.


As soon as she got out of the cab, she started running..running..running...!!

"please dont leave"

she quickly checked the gate at the screen..
just as she was checking,
they announced that it was about to take off..
she started running to the gate, as fast as she could..

"PSHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO"

the plane took off,

"la2 la2 la2, damnit!! no no no *tears*"

She went near the glass window with tears in her eyes.
She looked at the plane fly away,
and get smaller, and smaller,

"goodbye my lover"


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I guess sometimes, its not meant to be with the one you love, but when life takes away something so dear to you, it grants something better.



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yes, i know this post is dramatic, (A) hehe , hope you liked it ! :D


To be continued,

Fudgie;)