Jealousy Slayed My Soul 17

Ya3goob; i have to go talk to maya.



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doctor: im sorry, she had a nervous breakdown, she'll need some time to heal, she remembered aihh?

Mother: yes, unfortunately.



D; she had to, sooner or later, aight, i want you to show her that you care, be there for her.



Mother: i am always there for her, doctor.



D: yes yes i know, but, please, watch out this time, you can lose her for real now.



Mother: i promise i wont let her out of my sight.




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Father dialling Mother


F; SH9AYAAAR!! WHAT HAPPENED TO MY MAYA!!!!!!



M: shes going crazy.



F; SHINO YA3NEE GOING CRAZY?! INTAY HAY SHGA3DA ITGOOLEEEN!! TAWA LAST WEEK MAFEEHA SHAY! WHAT DID YOU DO?! I KNEW I COULDNT TRUST YOU!! SHINO HATHA, CANT YOU WATCH OUT FOR YOUR OWN DAUGHTER!? KILA MINICH, ALL OF THIS HAPPENED BECAUSE OF YOU! IM COMING BACK NOW. SHE BETTER BE ALRIGHT WHEN I COME BACK..



M: Bu--



60006 6006 60006.




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Fahad: ASHLEY ASHLEY!! I GOT YOUR MESSAGE!! OMG WHAT HAPPENED TO HER?!



A; I HAVE NO IDEA!! I WENT IN AND SHE WAS GOING ALL NUTS ON HER NANNY!



F; *kila minik yaa ya3goob, maskeena ilbint shino thambha* :(



A; the doctor says she needs time alone, we cant see her for 2 days.



F; :( i hope she'll be fine! listen there is no point in you waiting here, let me
take you home.




He took her hand, and they walked out together.



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*Dream*


Maya: go away.



Ya3goob: ok ok i will, a9lan i dont love you anymore..dont get me wrong, i love you, but i dont at the same time, you know?



Maya: flip you.



Ya3goob: sorry, i want you to move on with your life..



Maya: i hate you.



Y; i love you..



M: GO AWAY I WISH YOU DIE. PLEASE, DO ME A FAVOR, AND, DIE.





Ya3goob leaves her alone, but never really leaves her thoughts, hes there in her heart. She had to forget about him someway, before its too late.


She gets out a small bag, sniffs some powder, then feels much better.



Maya: i dont need him, as a matter of fact, i think i hate him. wait no i dont think i hate him, i do.





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Ya3goob: Fhaaaaaidd have you seen maya these past days?!



F; yeah.



Y; wainha??!



F; WHY DO YOU CARE?!



Y; haa, shino why do i care, you KNOW laish i care.



F; 9a7 i do, you supposedly "love" her.



Y; i do.



F; really? thats why shes in the hospital?? kila ib sibitik?!



Y; WHAT NO WHY?! SH9AAAR?!?!?



F; madre dude madre






Y; * i neeeeeed to go see her*





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Ya3goob had to go to the hospital to see Maya.
He saw her peacefully sleeping.
There was a smile on her face.
He didnt see that smile for a very long time.
was it because she didnt need him anymore?
was this all because of him?!



He takes out the necklace with the key.
Ties it around her neck, pecks her cheek. looks at her one more time,
"im sorry, 7ayatii. "
A tear made its way down his cheek.
this was a goodbye.
He was going to finally let go.




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Hours later, Maya wakes up, feeling much better.




M: hmm i feel better. oo flowers, mm, they smell good. oo shino hatha?! necklacee:D allahh, a weird looking key;p ola its so small!! it looks REALLY familiar, allah it has an " M " on it!! hmmm;/



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Lorena: today, im gona go see miss maya. ok clean pjs, her ipod, laptop, oo, a diary, yeah shed want to write, what else?



she slowly looks around the room..



" ohh duhh her mobile! hehe"




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Lorena gets to the hospital, greets maya, kisses her cheeks, hugs her, cries a little, then gives her her stuff.



M; thank you Lorena :)



L; your welcome!


M: oh a notebook? ohh the MAYA DIARY!!



Down at the bottom, where there was the lock, thir was an "M", the same M was carved on the necklace as well.



M: Lo, i think my necklace....fits in the diary :o


L; what are you waiting for miss? its about time you know the truth about your past!!







Maya unlocked the lock.
she was affraid, affraid to see what was behind the cover, affraid of reality.







"bismillah"











TO BE CONTINUED :D

-Fudgie ;)

Jealousy Slayed My Soul 16

YOU GUYS! IM SOOOO SORRYY!!!! 7aill sorry wallah i was so busy the past 2 weeks oo i couldnt post! :(
Thank you for those who commented;*
oo i miss you kilikom! :D
love ya;*
oo this is a pretty long post, enjoy ;)


btw, check out this blog;*
www.hammycoffee.blogspot.com
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Maya Writing on a piece of paper, sitting on a rock, glazing towards the beautiful ocean.


Why?
why me?
dear god. i understand that i wasn't a really good person in my past, but im willing to change.
please god.
help me.
i cant take it anymore, i swear.. one day, ill either end up killing myself, or trying to.
Ya3goob?! omg. omg. him.
I dont think anyone has ever experienced what i did.
My experience was cruel.
i killed a soul.
i killed a person.
an innocent person.
someone who never ever did anything to me.
im a murderer.
im heartless.
am i even human? is there a part of humanity left in me? i need to go, before i do something really crazy.





She tears the paper into little bits, and throws them towards the ocean. The pieces disappear little by little.






''hatha ily ra7 iy9eer feeny ana ba3ad, little by little, ill go, away, leave, forever. ''




She stands up, facing the ocean, takes a deap breath..


'' I HATE YOU YA3GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOB ''








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Fahad: dude goom! yala warana jam3a!

Ya3goob: kani kani..

Fahad: shfeek, you look confused?!

Ya3goob: eeh, fhaid, umm maya

Fahad: OHO radaina 3ala maya?! yuba allah yir7amha! 5ala9 move on;/

Ya3goob: no no you dont understand..

Fahad: look if this is stupid, im gona kick you, and you will regret it;p

Ya3goob; maya, ma maatat..

Fahad: huh? shlon? bes 2 yea-

Ya3goob: MAYA, ASHLEYS FRIEND, IS MY MAYA!!

F; la7tha shlon bisilaa hathy moo matat?! shlon radat?! min wain 6la3at?!

Y; you dont get it do you?! MAYA MY LOVE, MY LIFE IS BACK. SHES BACK. SHE NEVER DIED. YA3NEE SHES GONNA GIVE ME A SECOND CHANCE. finally..

F; uhh..sorry, bes ma'6in she'll do that ya3goob, wara kil ily sawaita?! i doubt it.

Y; what ? laa laaaa!! she always gave me a second chance! shmi3na hal marra laa?!

F; lana hal marra '3air, hal marra shes different, shes someone new, she started fresh.. i9ara7a, advice? stay away from maya. dont hurt her fahim?! yala ana mashy.. salam..









And he left ya3goob in complete shock..







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CU :



Fahad: ASHLEY! hey! listen, umm..did you see maya??


Ashley: FAHAD!! hey no i called her but she never answered. ;/ im gona go check on her after the lecture..


Fahad; oh ok, well let me know if shes ok, and tell her i say hi!



A; sure i will ;)




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Loreena.

" knock knock "

Maya:
" GET OUT GET OOUTT GET OUTTTT!! LEAAAVEEEE AHHHHHHHHH"


Maya, was going, hmm crazy.


L; MISS MISS CALLM DOWN MISSS MAAADAAAAAAAAAAAAAM HELPP MISSS !!!!

Maya: MOVE AWAY MOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE




meanwhile..

*ding dong*

A: umm...ok the doors open, maya? are you..what th-

L; HELPPPPPPPPPPPP MADAAAAAAAAM

Maya: GET OUT MOVE MOVE MOVE OUT AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *screamsss and hits wall and hits head*



A; MAYA CALM DOWN MAYA MAYA MAYAAAAAAA


Ashley dialling 911

hello sir please emergency now my friend is going crazy..










TO BE CONTINUED :D

Jealousy Slayed My Soul 15

DEDICATED TO MY SIS:* A7IBICH :D
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* Dream *

Ya3goob: im gona kill you.

Maya: NO NO PLEASEEEEE IM SORRY!

Ya3goob: 9ARFAY YOUR SORRY MUKAN THANYY! TA3ALAAAAAY!!


ya3goob, was on drugs at this point of his life.

Maya: no no nooooo PLEASEEEE ;'((!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Ya3goob places Maya in a corner, without giving her a chance to run away, away for her life.

He took out a knife, put her skirt up until her thies start to show, there, he started cutting her, she started screaming from pain, from agony, from heartbreak, her love was turning into a monster, a really ugly one.

Ya3goob didnt stop cutting her. With every cut, he went deeper and deeper..
He started punching her, slapping her, kicking her.. suddenly, he realizes what hes doing, and stops, gets down on his knees to see what he did, but unfortunately, he was late, too late.


Ya3goob: MAYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!







*dream ends*





Maya: AHHH!!!!!!

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Ya3goob: i cant sleep, maya i need you, im sorry i hurt you.


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12:00 pm


Mother: Maya, hunny, i made reservations to a spa, ok?

Maya: Ok mommy..

Mother: mommy?! did you just call me MOMMY?!?! since when ?:O

Maya: i love you, ive been a very very bad daughter, but mommy, im willing to change, i remember everything, everything! i know im 18!! but why did you keep the truth from me this whole time??

Mother: it was for your own good..


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Ya3goob gets out a newspaper article, it seemed very old..
he looked at it, with tears in his eyes..



"The Shocking Death of two beautiful teenagers"




Y; Im sorry 7abeebty, 7ayatii, galbi, 3yoony, roo7y, please come back to me, your alive, i want ONE MORE chance, just one, you gave me so much, too many to count, i was careless, i was a jerk, i was a monster..

im sorry.."











To be Continued...


-Fudgie

Jealousy Slayed My Soul 14

Sorry guys ive been very busy i had no time to post! ;/
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Party Day:


Ashley: MAYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!

M; WHAT ?!?!

A; COME ON WE HAVE TO GET READY ITS ALREADY 7!!

M; SHOOOOT! ok ok!!



Ashley had curly golden hair. a tan. brown eyes, and average height. she was thin as well.


after getting ready..

M; OMG YOUR SUCH A CUTE BUNNY!!

A; omg you look like a sexy devil!! woohooo lets PARTAAAAY!


They drove back to Ashleys house where they were greated by her nanny. The party already started, and people already started coming.. it was packed as a matter of fact. hot guys. hot girls.

Maya and Ashley went different directions where they started greeting different people. Finally, they found an empty couch to sit on;p



M; ashhley! i dont like my outfit i wana change it!! listen i saw the mask and dress you had in your closet yesterday, can i go wear that?

A; sure sure...


Maya quickly runs to Ashleys room, changes to that beige silky dress.. wears a matching mask, with her big curls down. she looked so pretty.



Meanwhile..


Fahad: ASHLEY!! heyyyyyyyyyyyy!! *hug* omg you look so cute!!

A; thank you!! ;$ let me guess..you guys are supposed to be.. ??

Ya3goob: dum and dummer, oh and hi!

A; you dont look dum ;p you guys look hot actually!!! hey! :D

F; WHERE IS MAYA?! shes always like somewhere!;p

A; she went up to chan-- oh there she is..


She was beautiful.. coming down those stairs, slowly, like a princess..

Y; wow..

Ya3goob couldnt stop looking at her.. he knew that person, that hair, that body, those eyes, but he couldnt believe it.

" la yuba maya's dead"

A; MAYAAA COME HERE!!!!

M; Fahaaaaad! :D *hug*

F; Hey gorgeous! wow, you look so good in that dress!!

M; thank you ;$

F; oh btw, this is my friend, ya3goob..

Maya tilted her head to see him, it was him. him. the guy in her dreams, the guy she couldn't live without. it all hit her. it all came back to her. she remembered everything. it was her prince. but she hated him.

M; you.

Ya3goob stood there. shocked. he KNEW that voice. he knew that smell! that smile. it was her, it was maya, it was his love, his life.

Y; MAYA?!?!?!?!?! :O

M; LEAVE ME ALONE! MOVE MOVE MOVE YOU!!!! YOU!!!! I HATE YOU!!!!!

Maya starts crying, runs out of the party, gets into her car, and starts driving, little by little she starts speading, and speading.. but finally cools down. She stops on the side of the road. takes a deep breath, in/ out...

" its him..he lead me to this. he made me a monster, how could i hate him, i love him, but i hate him"




To be continued...

-Fudgie

Jealousy Slayed My Soul 13

Heyy you guys! sorry i havent been posting bes i have no time ;/ anyway i hope you like this post! :D

Dedicated to Budi! :*
love you;**
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Previously..

Ya3goob sees someones hair, who thought looked like Maya's, but didn't bother looking at her face cuz he thinks maya's dead.

The hair was maya's.



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regestration office:


secretary: so, do you like it here or do you miss kuwait?

Y; mm i dunno ill tell you when i decide ;)

secretary: how about, when you decide, you take me out..;)

Y; how old are you anyway?

S; 23 ;)

Y; sure :D

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Maya and Ashley walking to the Lambo..

Maya bumps into someone..





--: watch where your goi- wow.

Maya: you were saying? yeah i thought so, now move.

Ashley: maya! i thought you were a "sweeter" person now?

maya looks at the guy and says,

"haha sorry i was joking, no problem, did you want anything?

--: no no:s but you look like someone i know!

Maya: haha..oh okay..

--: no wait, someone someone wait umbayyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Maya: your arab? ;s

--: ee! kuwaiti! intay?

Maya: half kuwaitiya half italian:p

--: i know you..imbala somewhere...hmm...

Maya: ok im sorry bes i have to go!!

--: wait waittttt whats your name??!

M; maya;p you?

--: fahad...

M; nice meeting you fahad!! i g2g now bye:P!

Ashley: wait would you like to come to my halloween party? ;D

F; sure! when??! and can i bring a friend??

Ashley: this thurs, give me your # ill txt you, and yes of coarse!

M; ok ashley we really have to go!!

A; yeah ok ok ...

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Fahad:

" Maya..Maya..Maya.......;s i know that name min mukan, i know that face, i know that hair i know those eyes i know .. wait that was some lebanese actress! haha, mm la madree:p "
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Ya3goob dialling Fahad

F; hala walla

Y; hala feek agool tara 7ady '6ayi3 i need a tour!!!!

F; '6ayi3 min ay na7ya??

Y; haha 7ilwa, bes laa min 9ijy.. im so bored.

F; haha inzain shrayik inroo7 il mall?

Y; yala:p mako shi'3ul bes ok;p

F; ill pick you up! inzain so its a date?

Y; AGOOOOL! CHUB ZAIN WA3 !!

F; HAHAHHAA IM JOKING!

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*Mall*


Ashley: omg. you look hott! buy it now!!!!!!!

M; you think? ;p

A; yeahh..omg look hot guys!! 9 oclock!!

M; where who when?!

A; omg isnt that fahad? and damn a hotter guy with him!!

M; pshh whatever!! * looks at the mirror *

A; lets go say hi!!!!

M; no thanks, go im waiting here, i wana try on this dress..but come back!!

A; ok!!


Ashley walks to the boys, who looked..LOST ;p

A; HEY FAHAD!!!

F; ASHLEY! hii!! :p long time no see !!

A; haha yeahh!! omg what are you doing here?

F; umm..i dont really..ya3goob what are we doing here???:p

Y; were..umm.. wana try the new pretzel place ;p

Fahad smacks ya3goobs head! " INT 7MAR??"

A; ?

F; ohh sorry..Ashley this is ya3goob, ya3goob, this is ashley!!

A; haha hey!!

Y; hello ;p

F; are you here alone?

A; no no im with my friend ;p

F; be more specific..;p ooo ooo guy???;)

A; shushh no, maya!

F; oh that chick i bumped into ;p

A; yeahh;p

Y; mmmaya? (laa its impossible. shes dead, ako milliooon maya in the world! ;p)

A; yeah;p hahha anyway,shes prob waiting for me.. see you in in 3!!

F; byee!! :D

Y; nice meeting you;p

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A; omg maya he has a really hot friend..

M; haha really??

A; yeah he was called..yyaa3goob;p it was hard to pronounce..

M; ohh ...ya3goob..? ohh.. ( millions of ya3goobs out there;p)

A; anyway... movie?

M; why not?















To be Continued..


-Fudgieee

Jealousy Slayed My Soul 12

HELLO :D
DEDICATION TO WAHABI ;D
and thank you guys for you wonderful comments;*
love you!!
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Previously..

Loreena: Everyone thinks you killed Faye.
Maya: but i didnt!

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Ya3goob looks at the moon,
"night maya"
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Maya looks at the moon,
"night ya3goob"

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*Dream*

Ya3goob: Maya STOP TAKING DRUGS.

Maya: dont tell me what to do.

Y; please if you love me please.

M; why should i love you if your such a jerk?

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Y; Maya dont leave me, ya3nee wain bitroo7en? your gona run away from home?! ;/

M; good idea.

Y; hay hay min9ijich??!

Maya walks away.

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Faye: MAYA QUICK RUN RUN RUN.

Maya: FAYEEEEE! :'( :'(

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*alarm goes on*

TRRR TRRR TRRRR

M; way bismillahh..




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Ya3goob dialling Kuwait/mother.

Mother: hala hala yuma shlonik sha5barik?

Y: YUMA! hala feech ana tamaaam intay shlonich?

the moms called..mm..Dania

D; 7abeeby sawait registration to CU wela la2??

Y; ee ee ilyoum baroo7!

D; laa AL7EEN, yala roo7 sawee ba3dain dig 3alay..

Y; 5ala9 3ayal ma3isalama
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Ya3goob heads to CU.
" HEYA HOT GIRLS. umbay kil 5ara ya7mar Maya maya maya ay hot girls nisait 3an maya?!"
He lowered his head trying not to sneak any peeks at the gorgeous girls who attend CU. He was releived when he read the sign *registration office --> *

He was heading that way but saw a familiar figuire. Long brown hair. That hair that once belonged to someone he loves.
" shfeek int mayas dead!" those words kept playing in his head. he wanted to take a quick glance at the girls face bes changes his mind.
*pushes the door and goes in*
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Ashley: MAYA! over here!
M; heeey! glad i found you! omg CU has ALOT of HOT GUYS.
Ashley: yeah i know right?! so you ready ;)?
M; yeah but umm.. are you driving? cuz i brought my Lamborghini.
A;OMG. YOUR SO DRIVING, NOW NOW WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?! what are we doing here in CU?! go go go...





Turns out, the hair belongs to that one person ya3goob loves after all.




To be continued..

-Fudgie;)

Jealousy Slayed My Soul 11

Hey you guys!

i dedicate this post to Sana;**

enjoy (:

love youuuuu:**
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Previously..

Maya: Loreena can you please tell me what happened to me?
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Maya: please? :(

Loreena: im not allowed to miss..

Maya: but i NEED to know, PLEASE.

Loreena: it all happened 2 years ago, you were a very very bad girl, worse than now, no one like you. no one want to be your friend. no one want to talk to you. you were a ..mm what that word yeah, bitch. one day.. you ran away from home. then you were reported missing for 2 months. you and your friend..faye. no one knows what happen to you guys. but only thing that we know is that faye was found murdered. she was shot with a gun. police found you unconscious, and um.. well..

Maya: FAYE. WHAT BA3AD?!

L; well, police think YOU shot faye.

Maya: WHAT NO NO ID NEVER DO THAT!

L; you wouldve back then my dear, you were that bad.

Maya: LAA2 LAA2 YOUR LYING CHATHABA WHY DONT I REMEMBER ANY OF THIS?!?!?!

L; im not done.. you had suffered from severe head injury. someone hit your head with a hard tool. it make you no remember the past.

Maya: Loreena, seriously please it isnt time to joke around, what do you mean i forgot my past? seriosuly Loreena please i swear its not funny. i know i might have been extremely mean to you but i realized that last night and im going to change. Please. im sorry. but dont joke around like this.

L; miss i no joke. im serious. but then your parents decide to take you hear to start a new life. the problem is you were acused of killing faye al X. your parents had to make something up really fast. The only thing they had in mind was to tell them you died. Everyone found out about the incident, even your closest friends. the only thing was that some gentlemen oh he was very handsome came everyday, parks outside your house waiting for you to come out, he do this for a whole month, he no believe you die miss. by the end of the month, Sir had to call the police and complain, he thought he was a stalker, but i knew he was your bf or something..he was called..ya3goob yes yes ya3goob.

Maya; everyone thinks i died?! omg. and ya3goob?!?! omg.
and i never ever killed anyone im pretty sure of that.

L; you remember miss?

M; no Loreena, but i dreamt of him.

L; ok but does this let you remember anything?

M; no loreena its like your telling about this story and i have no idea what happened seriously i cant remeber.

L; i have a book for you, it was yours back then, but you lost the key! so you cant read whats in it. and you can no open..

M; weird..

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*back in Kuwait*

Father: itroo7 witrid bisalama wlidi, haa mawa9eek ityeeb good grades! abeek straight A student *hugs his son*

Ya3goob: inshallah yuba, ma3isalama :)

Mother: wlidi weh bitroo7 wit5aleeny laish laish ?

Y; yuma in december arid, i promise ilwagt ra7 iymur ibsir3a (:

Mother: ma3isalama wlidi allah ma3ak.
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*Cali*



Ashley Dialling Maya

Maya: hello?

A; hey sexy

M; haha hey babe

A; so you coming this weekend?

M; of coarse! its halloween how can i miss it?!

A; haha great listen tomorrow were having a girls night out, wana come?

M; sure..

A; perfect, see ya

M; bye

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Ya3goob arrives to Cali, gets his luggage, and heads to his hotel.

"way 7ady ta3baan''

he got to the hotel, checked in, got his room keys, changed into his pj's and looked out the window, the moon caught his eye..

''goodnight maya''

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Loreena: maya why you stare out the window?

M; mm i dont know Loreena haha, can you please get me a cup of water?

L; sure..


Maya looks at the moon..

'' goodnight ya3goob''





To be continued..


-Fudgie

Jealousy Slayed My Soul 10

YAA NAAS, ;p if you dont comment, i wont post, deal? ok;p

seriously ya3nee i expect you guys to ''encourage'' me;p

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Previously:



Doctor: mayas father?



F; yes?



D; i need to talk to you.

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*dream*

Ya3goob: haha abee a9eer the second CRISS ANGEL!



Maya: haha sure:p , goodluck

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Ya3goob: *screams to the ocean* I LOVE YOU MAYA!

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Maya heart suddenly starts hurting, she lays down, and immediatly sleeps..



*dream*



Y; I LOVE YOU MAYA.



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4:00 am

*dream*

Maya: ya3goooob?!

Y; What??!

M; shfeeeek 3alay?!

Y; mafeeni shay! leave me alone!!!

M; why please shsawaitlik?!

Y; were over bes ive got my friends back..

M; so your just gona dump me like that?! FOR NO REASON?! AFTER ALL THIS TIME YOUVE GOT YOUR FRIENDS BACK?! I THOUGHT YOUD FIGHT FOR ME I THOUGHT YOU ACTUALLY MIGHT HAVE LOVED ME!

Y; i think we should go our seperate ways, meet new people, ok? listen im gona block you, thats the only way ill forget you..

M; Pleaseeeee no.. :'(

*blocked*

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5:00 am

Ya3goob Dialling Maya

Maya: aloo?

Y; Maya i miss you take me back please..

M; i cant,

Y; i have a question

M; ask..

Y; do you still love me?

M; ya3goob, i loved you and will always love you know matter what, forever and ever and ever, but you broke my heart way too many times, you shattered it into little peices, so i cant give it to you anymore, i cant trust you anymore, but im moving on.

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11:00am

Doctor: i think its about time to tell Maya the truth..or else, shell find out on her own..

Father; i will never ever do that,

D; you have to

F;ill only hurt her

D; dont you think your not hurting her now by not telling her the truth?

F; what should i do?! WHAT?! I CANT TELL HER!!

D; if you dont want your daughter to go mentally crazy, then you should tell her..

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Maya woke up with a weird feeling, a feeling of heartbreak. She called lorena, and told her to come to her room becuase she had something important to say.

L; yes miss?

M; sit down loreena

L; no miss sorry, i dont want to make your chair dirty..

M; loreena, its ok, your not a dirty ugly slave, im sorry for ever saying that to you..

L;...wwwhat? miss? are you serrrious? you sorry?

M; yes Loreena.. im sorry..

L; apology accepted..

M; i have a question though..

L; yes miss ask anything you want..

M; can you tell me the whole story of what happened before me coming to california?

to be continued..

-fudgie

Jealousy Slayed My Soul 9

Previously..

*Dream*
Ya3goob: please Maya listen to this song..
(take myy hand tonight, lets not think about tomorrow(8)

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Mother: tabeen i come shopping with you?

Maya: shayfatnee yahil?
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Loreena: this blue dress is pretty..

Maya: wa3 ill buy other dress since you picked that one..

Loreena: but-

Maya: i said shutup loreena.
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Sarah: ya3goob, you have to move on, 5ala9 forget her.

Ya3goob: i might of broken many of my promises, bes this is that one promise that i will never break.
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Loreena: oo Maya's notebook.. ill keep it with me until she learns how to respect.
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Father: Loreeenaaa!

L; yes sir?

F; please go wake Maya up, tell her she has a doctors appointment.

L; ok sir

F; thank you.

---

*Dream*

Maya: haha ya3goob dream dream!;p

Ya3goob: shda3wa! all i want to become is the second criss angel :D

Maya: sure... goodluck;p!

Ya3goob: thanks babe

Maya: sure.. inzain wth are you doing??

Ya3goob: haha abee at3alam card tricks! tara trusttt meee!!! ONE DAY, ill bee the second criss angel, YOULL SEE!!

Maya: haha tara your 13 now, when you turn 14, youll be laughing at yourself now..

Ya3goob: laa laa youll seeee

Maya: sure;p

---

L; Miss..Misss...MISSS!!!

Maya: WAY3A!

L; sorry miss but sir say you have a doctors appointment ;(

Maya: I KNOW THAT! NOW GET OUT.
---


an hour later.


Doctor: hii maya, its been a week since our last appointment, i heard about your accident, you feeling better?

Maya: yeah whatever.

Doctor: ok, lets see.. do you still have those dreams of yours?

Maya: yes.. *starts crying*

Doctor: no no maya its ok dont cry, thats why your here, to feel better...please..calm down..

Maya: Doctor *tears flowing* please make them stop!! PLEASE!! i see people i never saw before, and they know everything about my life!! PLEASE make them stop, im tired, seriously theyre like some kind of puzzle, its like im 14 then im 16 then im 13 then im 15 its so confusing..!

Doctor: its ok maya, trust me thats normal dont worry.. excuse me, i need to get something from my office while you calm down a little.

Maya: wwwhatever..
--

Doctor Dialling Father

Father: hello?

Doctor: hello, Mayas father?

Father: yes..

Doctor: listen i have to talk to you about something really important..

Father: sure..

Doctor: drop by at my office later, its really important..

Father: is there something wrong with maya??!

Doctor: no no dont worry ..

Father: ok, phew..
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Maya gets a phone call..

M; hello??

--: Hey babe!

M; umm, whos this? ;/

--: guess..

Maya couldnt guess since she didnt know many people from California,

M; seriously im not in the mood, who are you?

--: im Ashley!!!

M; ??

Ashley: the girls party you come to every week;p wow your really lost..

M; ohh yeahh i remember.. haha what do you want?

Ashley: some of my friends are having a halloween party next week..do you wana come?

M; hell yeah..

Ashley: ok, umm if you wana hang out any day, just call :D

M; k thanks

Ashley; sure, bye
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*back in Kuwait*



M7amad: ya3goob?! shfeek imtani7!

Y; haaa? laa sorry bes afakir..

M7amad: oob oob, mino hatheee illyy itfakir feeha?

Y; haa? shino? aahh..laa wala shayy!! agool ana al7een barid il bait lana ta3ban shway, ashoofik bachir inshala, salam

M7amad: 5ala9 inshalla, ma3asalama


of coarse Ya3goob wasnt going back home, he decided to go to the beach, a placed he and Maya once loved.
As soon as he arrived, he sat on the damp sand, listening to the waves. there was no one around. it was like he was in his own little world. He started to tear.. its been 2 years now, without having Maya around. He missed her, he missed her smile, her laugh, he missed her jokes..

''a55 yaa Maya, ri7tay oo 5alaiteeny''

*flashback*

M7amad: ee ee faye he did this and this and thiss bla bla bla

Faye: :O:O:O
--
Faye: OMG MAYA ya3goob is such a jerk!! he did this this ...

Maya: ..;/ naaa i dont believe it..
----

Maya: ya3goob, i trust you, oo i dont believe anything i heard about you!

Ya3goob: 7ayati walla, and yes, thats a rumor, id never do that to you!
---

talking to the ocean:
'' just when the world was turning against me, you were the only one who stood next me. Yes, we might have had our ups and downs, but we solved our problems. Yes, i was a player. Yes, i was a jerk. Yes, i betrayed you. Yes, i lied to you. Yes, i broke your heart. But, i lovee you yaa Maya, you are my true love. *Screaming*I LOVE YOU MAYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

*crying*

--

it was obvious that ya3goob needed maya, he never ever believed she was gone.. his hope remained. he believed. and that was the only thing that helped him maintain his patience.

--



*Mayas room*

Maya out of nowhere starts crying. Her heart starts hurting her.

Maya: what the..

*tears flow down her cheeks*


she layed on her bed, she couldnt even talk..
just like that, she fell asleep..

*Dream*

Ya3gooob: i have to tell you one thing, inzain?! maybe i keep saying it bes its just to make sure you understand the fact that..that.. i really..

M; you really what?

Ya3goob: LOVEEE YOU MAYA!



To be Continued..

-Fudgie

Jealousy Slayed My Soul 8

IM SO MAD AT ALL OF YOU! LANA I9ARA7A I EXPECT COMMENTS, so if you guys dont comment, im not posting the next post for a WHOLE MONTH! wallah asaweeha! so kaifkom 3ad;p im dead serious (:

ohh i dedicate this post to identity lanha ilwa7eeda ily she actually COMMENTED. thank you;*

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Previously..
nurse: wake up maya your going home.

--

Mother: the diary doesnt open without the key. i cant find the key oo a5af she finds it oo it3arif the truth..

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M7amad: please ya3goob yeeb ilkora malat manchester laman kina yahal u5ooy yabeeha

Ya3goob finds the ball, but finds a key as well.

''shino hatha?''

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3:00 am

*dream*

dialling Maya

Faye: aloo mayaa! shrayich ni6la3??:D
Maya: k, wain?
Faye: maki at 8?
Maya: sounds good..
Faye: ok ana amurich ?
Maya: ok ok bye

they get to maki..

Faye: ola wayid naas!!
Maya: whatever..
Faye: OMG HOTTT BACK!
Maya: UFFFF , but..
Faye: but shino?
Maya: it looks familiar ;/
Faye: huh..
Maya: eee eee eee!!! OMG THAT JERK!
Faye: MINO?!

Maya ignored Faye and marched to the table ily ga3id feeha the guy with the ''hot back'' and some other chick..

Maya: YOU! YOU! HOW DARE YOU!! :'(
..: mmmmaya?
Maya: EEE MAYA! INSHALLAH HATHY MINO ILY GA3DA MA3AK?!
..: this is is..is..
girl: ana Sarah intay mino inshallah??
Maya: SARAH INSHALLA SHINO TI6LI3EEN?!
sarah: umm..his girlfriend?

Maya had it, she couldnt take it anymore..

Maya: i hate you ya3goob.

---





6:00am

Faye: omg omg maya shoofay hes so cute!
Maya: tho8ich moo 9ij, wa3.
Faye: afaa laish??!
Maya: lanich your ugly..
Faye: haa shakoo ;s oo jeez thanks
Maya: dont mention it:D
Faye: wa3 ma9adgich.

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7:00 am

Ya3goob: PLEASE LISTEN TO ME!!
Maya: SHUT THE F UP.
Ya3goob: please.
Maya: player.
Ya3goob: i love you.
Maya: i hate you.
Ya3goob; abeech you listen to this song PLEASE PLEASE AT LEAST THIS ONE TIME LISTEN ABEECH YOU LISTEN TO IT I DEDICATE IT TO YOU PLEASE!!
Maya: *remains silent, eyes full of tears*
Ya3goob: Take My Hand- Simple Plan

*maya goes home, opens her laptop, youtube, types the song title..*

Sometimes I feel like everybody's got a problem
Sometimes I feel like nobody wants to solve them
I know that people say we're never going to make it
But I know we're going to get through this
(Close your eyes and please don't let me go)
Don't, Don't, Don't, Don't let me go now
(Close your eyes don't let me let you go)
Don't, Don't, Don't

[Chorus]

Take my hand tonightLet's not think about tomorrow
Take my hand tonightWe could find some place to go
Cause our hearts are locked foreverAnd our love will never die
Take my hand tonight
One last time
The city sleeps and we're lost in the moment
Another kiss says we're lying on the pavement
If they could see us they would tell us that we're crazy
But I know they just don't understand
(Close your eyes and please don't let me go)
Don't, Don't, Don't, Don't let me go now
(Close your eyes don't let me let you go)
Don't, Don't, Don't

[Chorus]
Take my hand tonight
Let's not think about tomorrow
Take my hand tonight
We could find some place to go
Cause our hearts are locked forever
And our love will never die
Take my hand tonight
One last time


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Mother: 7abeebty welcome back, matshoofeen shar inshallah!!

Maya: whatever

Father: Maya shgilna 3al attitude?

Maya: oh sorry, thank you mom like omg thank you (sarcastic tone) baroo7 shopping for that dress i told you about.

Mother: tabeen i come with you??

Maya: yahil shayfatnee?

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Mall


Maya: loreenaa COME ONE the bags arent that heavy omg your such a drama queen.

Loreena: sorry Madam.

Maya: shutup.

Loreena: madam this is a very nice dress..the blue--

Maya: adree chub that the one im getting, or wa3 since you liked it bashtereely wa7da thanya.

Loreena: but no sorr-

Maya: i said shutup loreena.

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Back in Kuwait


Ya3goob Dialling Sarah

Sarah: aloo?

Ya3goob: HALA2! listen bakalmich ib maw'6oo3 since intay mithil i5tee oo i tell you kill shay!

Sarah: sure, whats up??

Ya3goob: do you think there might be a possibility that MAYBE MAYBE MAYBE Maya would still be alive?

Sarah: Ya3goob...:( we talked about this a couple of times, hatha kan yomha, oo allah yar7umha. :(

Ya3goob: i still believe shes alive, oo sarah i have a feeling, hope, i just know i dont know how bes i know that she MIGHT be alive.

Sarah: ya3goob:( im sorry, bes i think its about time to move on wala 9ij 9ij ;/ im sorry, 5ala9 you should stop loving her.

Ya3goob: i promised maya id love her until i die, and i might not have kept my promises before, bes this is that one promise that i will never ever break.
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California


Loreena cleaning Mayas Parents room..

she sprays some of the mothers perfume..

L; mmm nice smell.

she tidies the bed..

starts vaccuming, around the couch, under the bed, but something was blocking her way, she kneals down to see, only to find a really attractive notebook..

L; oo maya must have lost this, i have to give it to her..wait, no she is really mean to me, il keep it hidden with me until she learns how to respect who's older than her.





To be continued..

-Fudgie

Jealousy Slayed My Soul 7

Helloo:**


this post is dedicated to alya k and nahla o,


i love you guys !!!!!!!!!!


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Previously..


Father: mm i should get maya flowers...


--





Maya: shaklee im gona update my status ;/





--


Sarah: IM GONA KILL THAT HACKER:@


--





Ya3goob: Maya?!?! she updated her status! SHLON? I HATE THAT HACKER!! but maybe..la moo ma8oola.





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3:00 am





*dream*





Ya3goob: maya?





Maya: shtabee??? haha





Y; i wana ask you something..





M; ask ;p





Y; when we grow up...





M; mhmmm..??





Y; will you marry me?


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5:00 am











*dream*











Y; HAPPY SWEET 13!!!!!!!!!!





M; haha thank you babe:D





Y; la7thhaaaa one sec :O





M; shfeeeeeeek?!?!?!





Y; i think i just saw a ghost!!! :O





M; yuma!!! stop scaring me :O





Y; WATCH OUT DONT LOOK UNDER YOUR BED!





M; WAAAA3 BEESSSSSSS WALA A5AAAAF !! :'(





Y; haha im joking...





M; you better be!





Y; listen..





M; hmm?





Y; i love you.





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6:00 am





Faye: i cant believe hed do that to you!





Maya: i know 9a7, nefsee magadagt awal maa i found out..





Faye: ;/ what a player..





Maya: laaa 7araaaam he said he didnt do it on purpose.. :(





Faye: dont fall for that again..

















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6:45 am








Faye: Maya your such a bitch, why are you becoming like this?!?!





Maya: shda3wa shsawait?!?!





Faye: JUST CUZ YOUR TURNING 15 DOESNT MEAN YOU SHOULD TURN A BITCH AS WELL!!!!





Maya: SHTABEEEN?!?! SHSAWAIT?!?! WA3!!





Faye: shsawaitay??!?! ill TELL YOU SHSAWAITAY! AND I CALL YOU MY BEST FRIEND, HA! IN YOUR DREAMS, SHLON TIR'6AIN 3ALA 3UMRICH INICH YOUD RIDE A STRANGERS CAR?!





Maye: shda3wa the dude was cute and i needed a ride home lana JO was late!





Faye: your such a slut.

















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nurse: mayaaa wake up hunny, your leaving now...





maya: iffftt man5ali9 minich intay?!





nurse: excuse me maam?





maya: i said ok ok get out.





nurse: attitude my dear. its not good to be---





maya: i think i know whats best for me thank you very much, no leave.




















with that, the nurse left, she felt sorry for maya though, she knew that there was a better part deep down her soul..








Maya talking to herself.


'' my dreams are retarded :s wthhh is going on:S:S:S umbay wala ina mu5y im5arif.. who is ya3goob and who the hell does faye keep talking about who is the ''player?'' ?! and WHY was she treating me that way?!?! and whats up with all my birthday's?? mara im 13 next thing i know im turning 15 oo ams i turned 16;s la7thaaa ams...the ya3goob guy told me happy birthday, bes i just turned 16 a year ago and im turning 17 in 2 days;s meaning i know the dude? but i dont remember him..wa3 shino ya3nee my brain is playing games with me now, well you know what mr brain?, i dont give a damn on what your trying to tell me, so leave your retarded dreams in you.''








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Mother: wain bintik?





Father: shes leaving the hospital ilyoum inshallah





Mother: ahaa laish you didnt go pick her up?





Father: i have an important meating..





Mother: ahaa 3ayal mino byeebha?





Father: JO





Mother: oh ok...by the way, the other day i found this..





*she hands him ''mayas diary''*





Father: garaiteeh?





Mother: no..i couldnt, its the diary you got her ily no matter how you try to open it, it wont open..remember the one you baught for her 15th birthday ily ib 1000 dollars? the diary illy g3adat it7in 3alaih for 2 days??





Father: eee ola sha5bareee...inzain maligaitay the key??





Mother: laa ilmoshkila im scared if she finds the key, oo shell know..what happened before, bes thats gona be too depressing for her..





Father: 9a7 kalamich, 5ala9 just hide it under your bed, oo tell loreena not to touch it oo she wont be able to find it..





Mother; you sure?





Father: eeh..;p





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dialling ya3goob..





Y; HALA M7AMADD!!





M; hala feeek! AGOOL AMS SHIFT ILMBARAAH?!





Y; ee!! 8awiya!!!!



M; inzain tara bamurik ba3ad shway ni6la3 min zimaaan ma6ila3na:p



Y; haha okay...

M; agool ya3goob remember ilkora ily it has kill in man utd players signitures? please yeebha my younger brother yabee yitfalsaf 3ala rab3a;p

Y; ee ok al7eeen badawri 3alaiha:p yala bye

---


Kora...mm...wain wain wain..oo that drawer sha5bareee mafachaitaaa for 2 years;/
*opens drawer*
ook, theres a box now..a big box;/
*opens box*
oooo the baalllll!! shino hatha ;/??
*tiny necklace box*

he opened it only to find a key..

''Shino hatha??;/''



To be contintued...

-Fudgie

Jealousy Slayed My Soul 6

thank you for those who actually LEFT there comments;* haha i really appreciate it;p
this post is dedicated to hammy;*
enjoy;D
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Previously..

dream:
Maya: he told me he loves me

Faye: ya3goob is such a player
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Sara: i miss you maya

-------

ya3goob: ill look for you everywhere untill i find you!

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3:00 am


*dream*

Maya: Faye tara your so ugly..
F; afaaaa whyy?
M; madreee you just are ya3nee ok your normal bes moo jameela..
F; oh, oh well, if the way i look pleases me, then im pleased..:D
M; whatever,
F; 7ada ilmohimm does this dress look nice on me? *twirls*
M; OMG FAYE SH9AR YOU GAINED WAIT!!
F; ;$ ohh..3adee ill lose them easilyy
M; you should..
F; ;s ok maya stop being a bitch!
M; haa? iff iff ok!


---


nurse: doctor do you think its ok if maya leaves by tomorrow?

doctor: yeah yeah its fine..

nurse: ok..

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6:00 am


F; Maya akrihich
M; laishhhhh?!
F; lanich 7a8eera!
M; wala sorry faye
F; roo7ay 9arfay il sorry maltich mukan thanyy
M; im sorry ill tell sara the truth! i promise!
F; wara shino? wara ma ubooy dera? wara maaa u5ooy sami3 3any ashya2 masawait.ha laman iyroo7 ilduwaniya? wara ma umyy doesnt trust me anymore? wara shino? shlon itsaween feeny chithee? last time laman you did that fake thing i gave you a second chance bes please maya i dont wana see your face mara thanya...

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doctor: did you change maya's drip?!

nurse: no, im going now..

-----


nurse enters the room, but finds it quiet, maya was sleeping..

nurse: shes really beautiful..maya hunnyy can you please wake up??


*dream*

Ya3goob: i got you a present..:D
Maya: Omggg Reallly??!
Y; yesss:D
M;umbayy quick showw mee!!!!!!!

nurse: Mayaa wake upp

contines dream..
Y; sorry i hit you last time, i didnt mean to slap you, i swear.. i just thought yimkin you..
M; shhhhhh sama7tik :)now show me my gift..
Y; here..
he handed her a box...
M; allaahhhhhh diamond earings!!! ALLAH ALLAHH!!! *hugs him*
Y; happy 16th birthday babe..

nurse: MAYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Maya: BISMILAAAAHH OMG IS THIS HOW YOU WAKE YOUR PATIENTS UP?! OMG YOU SCARED THE HELL OUT OF ME!!!!!!

nurse: sorry but i called your name 3 times but you wouldnt wake up..

Maya: ffff ok what do you want?

nurse: im changing your drip..

Maya: whatever..

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10:00 am

Father Dialling Maya

M;alooo

F; hi baby

M; hii baba!

F; shlonich??

M; tamaaam:D baba please if your coming ilyoum get me my laptop!!

F; ok, tabeen shay thany??

M;salamtik bye

6oo6 6oo6 6ooo6
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The father arives to the hospital..he decides to get his daughter a bouqet of flowers..

F: mm ree7athom 7ilwaa..


---

knock knock..

M; come in!!

F; morning sunshinee

M; morning baba :D thank you allahh flowers!!! thank you thank you thank you!!

F; your welcome :D

M; wheres my laptop?:D

F; kaaa..bes 7abeebti i have an important meeting i have to get to, ill drop by later ok?

M; ok byee

Maya logs on to facebook since she hasnt been on it for a looong time..
she decides to update her status..

'' in the hospital ;/ ''

and then signs out..

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Sarah: yuma ill study ba3ad shway bes bachayik my facebook..:D

..: ok hunny

as sara was checking her facebook, a name catches her attention..

''Maya al X has just updated her status.. ''in the hospital ;/ '' ''

sarah : O: O: O: O: I HATE THIS STUPID HACKER WHO THINKS ITS A JOKE:@!

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Ya3goob,

mm shaklee bachayik my facebook, ma3indee shay asaweeh..;/

*signs in*
updated statuses:

Sarah 12:00 pm: THERES A STUPID HACKER ON MAYAS FACEBOOK!

Maya 11:50 pm: in the hospital ;/

Fahad 10:00 pm: HEYA MANCHESTER FAZAWW!!!

..

Y; ''MAYA!! :o :o :o its either il hacker mayisti7ee or .. yimkin shes still alive after the accident..laa laa moo ma38oola.. bes maybe just maybe..








To be continued...

-Fudgie

Jealousy Slayed My Soul 5

this post is dedicated to Fa6oom oo Noor ;** love you guys :D

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Previoulsy..

Doctor: i hope your daughter rests in peace..

father: LA LA NOOOO!!!

Doctor: please follow me to fill death papers..

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Doctor: SORRY I HAVE THE WRONG DAD!!

Father: MAYA 3AYSHAAAA!!

---
Dream:
''hala ya3goob''
''A7IBICH''

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Mother: LOREENA! did you clean Mayas room??

L; yes madam..
---

Mother; oo whats this pink notebook?? MAYAS DIARY:O i have to go burn it.

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*Dream*

M; '' Faye? im sorry..''
F; ''5ala9 babe msam7itich..''
M; '' thank you wallah madre shasawee if youd never talk to me''
F; '' (: ''
M; kalamtay ya3goob??
F; yeah he was 7ada sorry oo he didnt mean it..
M; uha..he told me he loved me ;s
F; chathaba :o , omg hes such a player.



nurse: my dear wake up wake up i have to change your dripp

Maya; ifff i was dreaming about something IMPORTANT and you woke me up!!

nurse: sorry my dear but i had to change your drip, you can go back to sleep and continue dreaming about it..

Maya; thats not how it goes..my dreams are puzzles and i have to try to figuire out what the hell is happening in them..

nurse: mhmm..ok dear if you need anything press the red button..

Maya; whatever..

umbayyy who is this ya3qooob?! iffff ...this is really retarded.. but hey, its just a dream Maya just a dream YES A DREAM...ana agi9 3ala mino?! my dreams mean something.. :( i hope one day someone would come and tell me the truth..

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Back in Kuwait:

Sarah: i miss you Maya, allah yar7umich.

Sarah places a flower on her grave..

S; laish laish, why did you leave me, intay oo faye faj2a disappeared..LAISH?! :'( Wallah i need you guys i swear...

Ya3goob: allah yar7umich Maya.. i love you and will always love you until i die..i changed alot, if you could only come see me now please come back, i need you i swear i need you maya..

he shed a tear..
clearly, theres a story behind maya, faye and ya3goob..

Y; mishaina sarah?

S; yala ;'(

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4th day..



*dream*

'' MAYA RUN RUN RUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!''
'' FAYEEEEEEEEEEEE LA2 LA222222222222222222222222222222''
'' MAYA ILL BE FINE GO!!!!!!!!!!!''
'' YOU PROMISE?!''
''YES NOW GO, THERES A GUN HIDDEN BEHID THE CLOSET BRING IT''

''*heavy breathing* PL-EA-SEEE DON-T HU-RT FFFF-AYEEEE''



M;AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

nurses come rushing to Maya's room..

N; HUNNY ARE YOU OKAY WHATS WRONG?!?! WATER SOMEONE BRING WATER..

Maya took a sip, she was crying, she didnt know why though, it was just a dream she thought..

N; take a deap breath, in , out.. please my dear stop crying!

M; i i i cant :'(

after a couple of minutes..
n; you feeling better?

M; yeah ..i hate this place i wana go back home please please!!

N; ok ill talk to the docter tomorrow...

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Ya3goob: yuba, 5ali9aw with my apartment in California ?

dad: ee inshallah next month youll be on your own, you have to learn how to live broo7ik, bes isma3 itha yibt bad grades, 3ala 6ool bitrid ilkkuwait..sima3t??

Y; inshallah


Dialling Sara...

S; Aloo?

Y; BAROOO7 CALII!!! HEEYAAAAA!!

S; REALLY??! mabrook you got accepted to CU?

Y; ee, afa 3alaich bes tara im smart!

S; sure you are;p

Y; inzain yala lazim aroo7

S; agool in6irrrrrrrr...

Y; shino??

S; someone hacked Mayas facebook..

Y; wth laish sh9ar?!

S; madree bes it was updated recently oo the status was changed bes they didnt upload a photo..

Y; '3areeba wallah, mayasti7oon ilbnaya mayta and they hack her facebook?!

S; ee ;(

Y; inzain thank you for telling me..bye

S; bbbyeeeee:D



it was that little thing sarah told ya3goob that braught hope back to his life..
he had a feeling..
he knew she might still be alive..
he had to find her,
and he wont stop looking until he finds her.





to be continued...


-Fudgie

Jealousy Slayed My Soul 4

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Previously,
Doctor: tell me everything you saw..

Maya: a prettier girl screaming at the uglier one for a stupid reason..
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Father: YAY AMSA7 FEECH Il2AR'6 YA BINT IL KALB!

--

Maya,
cut
cut
cut
cut
cut
*faints*
--
father: MAYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!
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Doctor: im sorry, i hope she rests in peace

Father: WHAT?! NO NO NOT MY GIRL NO NO NO!

Doctor: we couldnt do anything, can you please come with me and fill some death forms?

Farther: :'( :'(


Doctor's office..

Doctor: im sorry sir, but your daughters ribs were crushed and she fell into a comma, the crash was too strong for her body to handle!

Father: huh? what crash? my daughter cut herself!! she didnt crashh!!


Haha adree 5ara3tkom;)

Doctor: What? OMG IM SO SORRY SIR! I THINK I HAVE THE WRONG DAD!!

Father: 7IMDILLAAHHH BINTEEE 3AYSHAAAAAAAAAA!! :'(

Doctor: your daughter woke up but shes covered in too many scars so were keeping her in the hospital for at least a week..

Father: please, keep her for as long as it takes, i just want my beautiful baby back..

Doctor: (: dont worry

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Mother, Dialling 7sain (father)

father: aloo?!

mother: IS SHE OK?!:'( :'(

father: yeah il7imidilah , bes lazim tig3ad bil mustashfa 7ag at least a week, lana 3indaha alot of scars..

mother: 7imdilaahh ashwaa..

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nurse: my dear, are you feeling better??

Maya: *blinks* where am i?

nurse: the hospital my dear, you were cutting yourself until you cut really deep into your veins where it automatically shut you off..

Maya: hmmm..go away i waana sleep..

nurse: ok my dear, sleep as long as you want, but i have to wake you up every 2 hours to change the drip..

Maya: whatever, now leave..

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The father was so happy and reliefed that his daughter gamat bisalama..
he quickly ran to her room but found her sleeping like a baby..
he remembered how used to sleep between him and his mother when she was scared from the boogiman under her bed..
he remembered when she first spoke, and the first word she said was, daddyy..
he remembered how much trubble she got in in nursery for making the boys in her class cry..
a tear slowly made its way down his face..
''smila 3alaich 7abeebty'' he said in a whisper, then made his way to the coffee machine;p


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3:00 am


"So you forgive me??:D"
"yeah .."
"thanks"
"no problem..but listen i have to go..c ya!"
''MAYA MAYA MAYA WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIT I FORGOT TO TELL YOU SOMETHING!!!"
''Hala ya3goob? :D''
''A7IBICHH!!!!!!"


Maya wakes up from her dream very confused...!
who the hell was ya3goob she thought..
:s :s :s
"i never met anyone with that name, but damn he was hot.."

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Mother: Loreenaaa!!!!

L: yes madaaam?!

Mother: did you clean the blood off Maya's floor???!

L; yes maam

Mother: ok, good, you can have the day off :D

L; thank you madam..

Mother: your welcome..

Mayas mother missed her daughter even though she was really mean to her.
She went up to maya's room to check on it for one last time and make sure Loreena wasnt lying..

"mmm smells good.., allah pinkk notebooook!! oooo whats this.. ?? Maya's diary? ;/ ..."

after a while of thinking..
she remembered her daughter used to always write about what happened to her on her diary, meaning if Maya opened this book, she'll know the truth about her past...

"SHIT I HAVE TO GO BURN THIS!"

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i guess the truth will never be revealed..



to be continued...


-Fudgie ;)

Jealousy Slayed My Soul 3

dad: ahaa..ee shiftay that section? gabil kintay it7been tigrain from the books there..
M: ok baba mashkoor.

The first book she took out of the shelf, was Pink. her favorite color...but there was something about this book..it wasnt a novel..it had a lock..what is this?? she thought..she turned it to the front and..


"Maya's Diary"

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4:00pm

''any improvement?''

'' no, im still having nightmares''

''ok describe everything in that dream''

''dream? SHUT UP OK? ITS A NIGHTMARE!''

''excuse me, dont talk to your doctor that way,''

''..whatever''

''ok, describe everything you saw in that nightmare..''

''well, there was a realllyyyyy pretty girl..and the other was ugly!''

im sure you know who shes talking about;)

'' okay..''

''well, the pretty one was screaming at the uglier one...''

''any reason?''

''well..um..the ugly one was joking with her, but the prettier one snapped at her''

''i see..are you sure thats all you saw in that dream???''

''...yes.''

''ok then, well continue tomorrow at the same time, please be here...''

''whatever''

Maya walked out of the door without even thanking her doctor..she obviously had a mental problem, she didnt even tell him the real nightmare..but why? did she know she was wrong?

Dialling Mom..
''aloo?? mama, listen, sorry i was rude ams...yeahh i know mom im soryy, ok..mhmm..inzain btw i saw the dress..it costs 1000 dollars. yeah... pleaseee mom PLEASE im turning 17!!!! pleaseeee! this is so huge, ok mom, and the invitaions were givin out yesterday..THANK YOUUU!! THANK YOUUU!!! HAHA ok bye.''

''bitch.''

clearly, she hated her mom..











Mother: ''listen 7sain, your daughter is so spoiled, shes acting so weird lately, i never wanted a girl like this, i dont knoww, ok so what do you want me to do??! no no no! 7SAIN! no you have to listen to me. we HAVE to tell her the truth, before its too late.


7sain, is Mayas father.






2 hours later, 7sain decided to call his daughter..
dialling maya..

..
..
..
..

3 missed calls..

5 missed calls..

10 missed calls..

..

Maya: ALOOOOOOOOOOOOO NA3AMMM INT YANAITTT BABA YANAIT 10 FU*KING TIMESSSSS SHTABEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE NA3AM YOU WOKE ME UP YOU FAG!

father: la 7awla wala 8uwata il bilah, asta'3fur allah, MARABAITICH 3ADIL YA BINT IL KALB INTAY WALLA ANA YAAAAAAY OO IN MAA WARAITICH SHBASAWEE FEECH WALA WALA MOO HAYNA I WONT FORGIVE YOU THIS TIME! BAMSA7 FEECH IL2AR'6!

maya got really freaked out! her father has never ever screamed at her in her life before. she was panacking.. she took out a siccors and started cutting herself, hard,
cut
cut
cut
cut
cut
cut
cut..
*faints*

30 minutes later..

7sain: WAINHA WAINHA IL 7MARA WAINHAAAAA...

he was about to open the door when suddenly, he sees blood coming out of the door, (MOO WAID bes ina shaf shwaya you know?)

..
KNOCK KNOCK
7sain: OPEN THE DOOR MAYAAA! NOW!

after 10 minutes of screaming..

7: LOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEENAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!! BRING MAYAS SPARE KEY!! QUICKLY!

lorena runs and gets it..
she gave it to 7sain, mayas father,
he knew something was wrong..
he didnt want to face it,
his hand was shaking,
his eyes were tearing,
*opens*








7sain: MAYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA



to be continued...


-fudgie

Jealousy Slayed My Soul 2

Previouslyy..
''Name? '' ''Maya al X''

Doctor: ''if she doesnt get better by this year, then shell stay like this..''

Maya,
Dialling Fayee..
no one picks up..
''shes probably sleeping''

sure, for a verry long time, sleeping forever.

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3:30 am

'' Fayee! waittttttttt waitttt !! im soorryyy im so so so sorrry!!! faye pleasee fayee im sorrrryyyyy!!!!!! FAYEE!!''
Faye: HOW DARE YOU HOW DAARE YOU. i thought you were my best friend!! yal 7a8eeeeraa walla 8aleelat il adab! matisti7eeen omich oo ubooch moo imrabeenich 3adil! LAISH CHITHEE ITSAWEEN FEEENI?!!?! LAISHH HOW DARE YOU!? out of all the people in the world, 7adee i trusted you bes 6ila3tay a SLUT. WA333 itsaweeen fake email oo it7i6eeen ismyy oo my pics oo you date random guys..ITDIZEEN 9UWARYY 7AG 9BAYAAN MA3ARIFHOM?!?! ?! YAL WA95A SIM3ITEEE RA7AT FEEEHAAA!!!
I HATE YOU.


'"bismillahh il ra7maan ilra7eeeeem! *breathing heavily*
ashwaa it was all just a dream!
ifff 7imdillahh wayy wayy"

god faye looked a7la miny ib wayid! wa333 shaklee kan 5ayis in the dream..;/
i need to lose some weight.
eww look at me, i need a nose job.


Maya was always jealous from Faye..she was always the one putting her friend down rather than helping her! whenever faye needed a friend to comfort her, maya itzeed 3ala hamha..she causes more problems, and everyone saw the jealousy in her eyes, you see..
faye was beautiful.. she had long black hair, tanned, black eyes, and her features were bold. she wasnt think nor fat yet fit. wherever she goes people would stop what theyre doing and gaze at her beauty. it killed Maya everytime a guy would ask faye out and not her, and she did everything to try and ruin faye.


Maya shed a tear, as much as she hated peoples attention towards faye, deep down inside her soul, she cared about her.

laishh im6anshatny fayee?! ive been trying to call her for an entire month, i even remembered her facebook password, bes everytime i go on, i just read, " we miss you faye, if you can only read this wall post, i hope youre in a better place" maybe she moved out of kuwait!! eee bes ana balif il3alim KILA until i FIND her..lazimm :( i hope shes alright..



the sad thing is, she wont find faye anywhere, faye is now in another world.








10:00 am
Maya: LOREEEENAAA!!!!

L: yess maaaam?!?!

Maya: I TOLD YOU PANCAKES FOR BREAKFAST NOT OMLETTES!! YOU UGLY CREATURE!!

L: no maam :( im sorry:( but im sure you told me omlettes..

Maya: SHUT UP, LICH WAYH YOU TALK TO ME! YALA YALA GET OUT YOUR FIRED!

L: but maam i work for your father, not you..

Maya: BATHBI7ICH!!!!! GO AWAY..

L: and like that, loreena RAN AWAY FOR HER LIFE!!

Maya: ola ola shda3wa min 9ijha 3abalha bathba7ha?! ;/ 7imdillah wilshikir.



Maya finished her breakfast and went back to her room to take a shower..
There was a drawer in her desk that was locked the whole time.. she couldnt get to open it, and after a while she eventually gave up. everyday, the drawer would bother her, she knew there was something in it that wasnt pleasing, that wouldve been the whole reason for locking it in the first place anyway.

Maya took a shower, then had nothing to do..she decided to go to the huge library they have in their basement..
she entered it silently because she knew her dad would be working on a really important paper..

dad: Maya?!

M: ohh hey dad, asfa bes kint ga3da adawir 3ala kitaab madree malait..

dad: ahaa..ee shiftay that section? gabil kintay it7been tigrain from the books there..

M: ok baba mashkoor.

The first book she took out of the shelf, was Pink. her favorite color...
but there was something about this book..
it wasnt a novel..
it had a lock..
what is this?? she thought..
she turned it to the front and..


"Maya's Diary"






To be continued..

-Fudgie

Jealousy slayed my soul.

You guyssss!!
New STORY :D
im BAAAACK!!
luv u;**

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Just like every fairytale, a prince, rescuses their princess, and then, they live happily ever after.

Well to me, that was bull.
everything was bull to me..
life,
school,
friends,
i didnt care about anyone..
i was the 'bitch' in our school..
my so called 'friends', well, they hung out with me because i had power over the other losers..
they never EVER liked me, and i dont give a damn.''

''describe yourself in one word..''
''lost. ''

''name?''
''Maya al X''

''Age?''
''16''

''hair color?''
''light brown''

''eye color?''
''brownishh hazelishh''

''height?''
''165cm''

''weight?''
''51 kg ''

''skin color?''
''tanned''

''nationality?''
''Kuwaiti/ italian''

''occupation:''
''student??''

''languages you speak?''
''English, Arabic, Italian, French, Spanish''

''and how often have you had these nightmares?''
''ummm..
everynight..its like, my dream is telling me something..but i just cant figuire it out.. ''

''hmm..ok, give me a moment..''

Head Phsychologist..
Nurse: ''Doctor, shes still talking about those nightmares of hers,shes not responding to treatment, she still thinks shes 16... i mean..how long has it been since that accident??''

Doctor: ''2 years in a comma ..thats bad..very bad.., her parents thought they lost her.. ''

Nurse: ''what should i do? i mean her parents came all the way from Kuwait to California to get the best doctors but shes not remembering anything!''

Doctor: ''we'll try for another month, if nothing works, then..im sorry to say, nothing will work, and she'll have to stay like this..!''

Nurse: ''ok sir, ill go check on her now..''


Meanwhile

Maya: ''alooo hii mama! how are you? yeahh ok ok listen mom btw im going shopping tomorrow..no i dont have an exam..mom my birthdays next week..but theres this really nice oceany blue silky dress.. ok..uha.. no no but..MOM! you know what, its not your choice, being 17 is a huge deal to me.. i dont care what you say..SHUT UP MOM! no i am not NAIVEEE!! MOOOM !!!! URGHHH F*CK YOU!! :@ ''
6oo6 6oo6 6oo6..

Nurse: ''um..sorry Maya but there are other patients next door, your causing a scene.''

Maya: whatever.

Nurse: ok then, well continue tomorrow, please be here by 4oclock.

Maya: k bye

and just like that she walked out..

where to now?

the party she would go to every friday starts at 10, and its 6

she had no idea

she had no one..

her house was the only place she couldve gone to..

and she did go home, but before going jumping in her shower, she thought she might..


Maybe i should call Faye, i mean shes always on skype...

Dialling Fayee..
..
..
..

and like everyday, no one picked up..

urghhh
screewww her!

i hate this..


little did she know about her past..
did she know why she was in California?
Why were her friends never picking up??
Faye? her closest?
what happened to her?

what if shes sleeping and didnt hear the call..? Maya would think..



sure she was sleeping, Faye was sleeping for a veryyyy long time, sleeping forever.



to be continued...


-Fudgiee




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