Bloggers:*

You guys, i know i ended the story quickly bes i promise i'll continue it some other time, for now, im starting a new story :D i kinda got bored of the other story to tell you the truth bes in the future hopefully ill continue it ;*
and thanks for those who left nice comments,
oo for those readers out there who dislike/hate my blog, tara 7ail 3adee, kil man has opinions oo everyone has the right to state their opinion, bes you guys, there's something called respect oo if you want to be respected then you have to respect others. ;p but hey, who am i to tell you what to do, i just simply ask everyone out their who hate my blog to not post rude comments even if they're trying "to make my story better" ;p
i love you all ;*
and thank you for all the support!!

-Fudgie

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Awal shay, thank youuu kilikom 3ala the comments!! im sorry if i dont reply, its because i dont have time 3ala 6ool i write a post and sign out, bes i will reply as soon as i can;**

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It was the longest day of her entire life.
Maya couldn't stop thinking about Ya3goob.
She slowly watched the plane fly away, and waited for someone to pat her back or hug her like in romantic movies, waiting for her prince to call her name..but no, it was reality, and he was gone for real.







THREEE YEARS LATER!!


" I was on drugs, and then my friend and i were kidnapped. We were on our way back from a Christmas party, my friend was 17 and i was 16. She was driving even though she was underage. It was quiet and dark. Faye and I were really scared, she took the wrong turn, and we ended up in the middle of nowhere. The first person i thought of calling was ya3goob. I dialed his number a couple of times until he picked up. He told us not to worry he was on his way. We waited for about an hour until three cars pulled over, blocking our chance of escaping. We freaked out. But when i saw ya3goob come out of one of them, i relaxed. i was about to unlock my door but Faye shrieked. i turned and she told me she had a bad feeling about this. i shut her up, unlocked the door, and got out. I started to approach ya3goob, but saw a smirk on his face. My heart started beating so fast.

M: " baby, thank you for coming, wallah 7ady kint 5ayfa!!"

He didn't answer me.

M: Shfeek??!

he lowered his head, knocked on the window. That's when two muscular guys got out. I knew what was going to happen. i started running, back to the car, back to Faye, but before i could reach her, the two guys grabbed me. i started screaming, yelling, kicking. they were way stronger than me. Suddenly, Faye gets out of her car. She wasn't afraid at all. She was so brave i remember i was so shocked from what she was doing. She slowly approached me and the guys, pointed a gun at the guys, and told them if they wouldn't let go of me, then she would shoot everyone. The guys let go of me instantly. And i started running towards the car. i got in, and started screaming for Faye to hurry up. She was about to turn when suddenly one of the guys grabs the gun out of her hands.


Faye: MAYA GO GO GO LEAVEEE DON'T WORRY ILL BE ALRIGHT DRIVE QUICK!!!!

I quickly did as she told me.
I was speeding so fast, 80..90....100...120.....

*RING RING*
Maya: SHTABEEE YAAA 7MAAAR

Ya3goob: SLOW DOWN BABE LET ME EXPLAIN PLEASE YOUR GONNA KILL YOURSELF!! MAYA SLOW DOWN IM BEHIND YOUU!!! WAIT LA7THAAAA!!

6006 60006

I couldn't trust him anymore, i was very furious so i went faster, 120...140...150..

and then all i remember is my car bumping into something, flying for a while, then crashing down, turning 3 times.

I still feel the glass sting me.
I still remember the pressure of the fall.
The sound was very scary.
I knew i wasn't going to make it.
All i remember was ya3goobs voice screaming and trying to get me out..

Y; MAAYAA!! MAYAAA!!!

and then i muttered a couple of prayers, and i blacked out.

I woke up two years later.
it was a miracle that i lived that long, i was in a comma. but when i woke up, i didn't remember anything, as soon as i woke up, i was introduced to my parents who told me about me a story about falling off a bike and crashing to the ground. i was told that i lived in California my entire life, but traveled back to Kuwait for vacation. I was told that i had friends of such and such. I believed them. Until the day that Ya3goob came to study, and i saw him in Ashley's party. I remembered everything. So clearly.


And that's the end of my story"


*clapping*


" Thank you Maya for sharing your story with the rest of us. Everyone, Maya's book is the bestselling this year. Don't forget to purchase it. It's called "Two Souls so apart"


Maya was at a conference. She grew to be a beautiful woman. Her passion became writing, so she started writing stories and novels. She was finally over ya3goob. She met another guy, a guy who loved her for her. Who respected her. Most importantly, who treated her like a princess.






The End :D

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YOU GUYS!!
i
apologize!

wallah i had so much to do the past month! i had no time to write a new post! i will be posting these days! im sorry;$



btw, check out this blog, its amazing!

black-love-exists.blogspot.com

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Previously..

Ya3goob;
saw maya peacefully sleeping in the hospital, kissed her and then gave her the key to her diary, then left.

Maya: woke up and found the key, when lorena came , she braught the diary. she finds out later that the key fits the diary.

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"bismillah"

Maya was very scared. scared of the truth.

she opened to the first page,

January 12, 2006

Dear Diary,
today,
i did something bad..
very very bad..
like bad bad..!
will you keep a secret?
if you dont,
i will burn you and tear you to peices you read me?!
but hey,
i dont regret anything i did!
hehehe
so i have a friend names Hussa
well, lets say shes pretty..ok?
fine fine,
i started a rumor..
about her, i told everyone lies, and you know,
well she ended up getting kicked out of our school because her reputation went..BAD.
hahahaha thats it, awesome right?
k i gotta go..
night!


Maya: " omg."

Lorena: yess Miss you were a very bad person. :( but now you change! :)

M; im sorry Loreena, here let me read another entry..!


January 15, 2006..
Today the house phone was ringing,
no one was home to pick it up but the maids,
so i answered it,
turns out it was Loreena's husband wanting her very urgently,
iy5asyy, i told him she died and shut the phone, and to never call back..
haha i cant wait to see the look on Loreena's face everytime the phone rings and her waiting for her "husband"..
this is what she gets for going to church.. 5ara feeha..
a7san :)


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M; LA LA ma9adig. ;|
UMBAY LO IM SO SO SORRRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*hugs Lorena*

wallah i was so bad ill make it up to you big time, i promise...!!

L; no problem, hehe i solved that problem a very long time ago!! its ok miss.


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Ya3goob: god. i miss her! :(

dialling "il'3alya"

Mom: hala hala ya3gooob 7abeeby 3asa ma shar??

Y; hala yuma, la mako, bes 7abait a6amnich oo the flight leaves in an hour, inshallah o9al bacher 3ala the new york flight.

Mom: itrid bisalama, inzain call me gabil maa you board!

Y; inshalla, yala itwa9een 3ala shay?

Mom: la 7abeeby salamtik, yala ma3asalama..

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Fahad dialling Ya3goob

F; haaa wainik the game ra7 yabdeee!!!!

Y; fahad, magdar, ill have to pass. ana rad ilkuwait..

F; SHINO?! LAISH?!

Y; i caused too much damage for Maya, bes abeeha itkoon happy, il7imdillah that my wish came true, inha lail7een 3aysha wallah kint 7as inha she was somewhere in this world, i found her now, oo ti6amant 3alaiha, take care fhaid.. itha tabee shay call my skype :)

F; ee 9a7 your right, i agree.. 5ala9 itha you ever need me, dont forget to ring;)

Y; haha yala salam.

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Maya couldnt continue reading the horrific things the old her used to do, so she decided to put the diary away for now.

"Where is he?" :(

at the same moment, Fahad walks into her room with Ashley.

M; Hey you guys! :D

F; Hala wallah maya! shlonich, inshalla your feeling better?

M; ee 7imdillah!!

A; MAYA I MISS YOUUU *hug*

M; i missed you too hehe

*silent moment*

M; so whats new?!

F; mako! ams Manchester FAZAWW!! again :D chelsea 6a7seen!

M; haha 9ij?!

A; you guys talk in ENGLISH!!

M; oh sorry ashh, i forgot ;$

F; haha 7adee mistanis, chelsea fansss are prob crying now;p

M; haha

A; omg, did you hear that ya3goob is leaving back to kuwait?! :(

Maya's heart stopped for a second, she hated him, bes loved him at the same time.

M; WHAT, why????!

F; ASHLEY! :@ i told you not to tell!!

A; oh sorry i forgot:(

F; anyway its better that hes leaving, now no one will get hurt anymore *looking at Maya in the eyes*

M; heh yeahh..

F; cmon ashh we gotta get going, were meeting some friends, listen maya if you need anything just call me!!

M; yeah ok, thanks:)

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As soon as Fahad and Ashley left, Maya got up and got dressed. She let her hair naturally flow.

Lorena: where are you going miss?

M; Lo, i cant live without him. :( i need to go say goodbye at least.

L; yes miss you should! do you want me to come with you?

M; no its ok!
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Maya found a cab right out of the hospital. (madre shlon she just did;p)
She told him to take her to the airport, called the airport to see what time he was leaving,

M; Hello?

airline dude: yes hello how can i help you?

M; what time is the New York flight leaving?

AD: in 5 minutes they'll be boarding..

6oo6 6ooo6 6ooo6..


She shut the phone,

" Hurry pleeeasee"
she told the taxi cab.


Every part of her was shaking,
her heart was aching,
she couldnt let him leave like that,
she needed him in her life,
he hurt her so much,
but he was the one for her.

" i love you, please don't leave me"
she said under her breath.


As soon as she got out of the cab, she started running..running..running...!!

"please dont leave"

she quickly checked the gate at the screen..
just as she was checking,
they announced that it was about to take off..
she started running to the gate, as fast as she could..

"PSHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO"

the plane took off,

"la2 la2 la2, damnit!! no no no *tears*"

She went near the glass window with tears in her eyes.
She looked at the plane fly away,
and get smaller, and smaller,

"goodbye my lover"


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I guess sometimes, its not meant to be with the one you love, but when life takes away something so dear to you, it grants something better.



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yes, i know this post is dramatic, (A) hehe , hope you liked it ! :D


To be continued,

Fudgie;)

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Ya3goob; i have to go talk to maya.



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doctor: im sorry, she had a nervous breakdown, she'll need some time to heal, she remembered aihh?

Mother: yes, unfortunately.



D; she had to, sooner or later, aight, i want you to show her that you care, be there for her.



Mother: i am always there for her, doctor.



D: yes yes i know, but, please, watch out this time, you can lose her for real now.



Mother: i promise i wont let her out of my sight.




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Father dialling Mother


F; SH9AYAAAR!! WHAT HAPPENED TO MY MAYA!!!!!!



M: shes going crazy.



F; SHINO YA3NEE GOING CRAZY?! INTAY HAY SHGA3DA ITGOOLEEEN!! TAWA LAST WEEK MAFEEHA SHAY! WHAT DID YOU DO?! I KNEW I COULDNT TRUST YOU!! SHINO HATHA, CANT YOU WATCH OUT FOR YOUR OWN DAUGHTER!? KILA MINICH, ALL OF THIS HAPPENED BECAUSE OF YOU! IM COMING BACK NOW. SHE BETTER BE ALRIGHT WHEN I COME BACK..



M: Bu--



60006 6006 60006.




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Fahad: ASHLEY ASHLEY!! I GOT YOUR MESSAGE!! OMG WHAT HAPPENED TO HER?!



A; I HAVE NO IDEA!! I WENT IN AND SHE WAS GOING ALL NUTS ON HER NANNY!



F; *kila minik yaa ya3goob, maskeena ilbint shino thambha* :(



A; the doctor says she needs time alone, we cant see her for 2 days.



F; :( i hope she'll be fine! listen there is no point in you waiting here, let me
take you home.




He took her hand, and they walked out together.



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*Dream*


Maya: go away.



Ya3goob: ok ok i will, a9lan i dont love you anymore..dont get me wrong, i love you, but i dont at the same time, you know?



Maya: flip you.



Ya3goob: sorry, i want you to move on with your life..



Maya: i hate you.



Y; i love you..



M: GO AWAY I WISH YOU DIE. PLEASE, DO ME A FAVOR, AND, DIE.





Ya3goob leaves her alone, but never really leaves her thoughts, hes there in her heart. She had to forget about him someway, before its too late.


She gets out a small bag, sniffs some powder, then feels much better.



Maya: i dont need him, as a matter of fact, i think i hate him. wait no i dont think i hate him, i do.





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Ya3goob: Fhaaaaaidd have you seen maya these past days?!



F; yeah.



Y; wainha??!



F; WHY DO YOU CARE?!



Y; haa, shino why do i care, you KNOW laish i care.



F; 9a7 i do, you supposedly "love" her.



Y; i do.



F; really? thats why shes in the hospital?? kila ib sibitik?!



Y; WHAT NO WHY?! SH9AAAR?!?!?



F; madre dude madre






Y; * i neeeeeed to go see her*





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Ya3goob had to go to the hospital to see Maya.
He saw her peacefully sleeping.
There was a smile on her face.
He didnt see that smile for a very long time.
was it because she didnt need him anymore?
was this all because of him?!



He takes out the necklace with the key.
Ties it around her neck, pecks her cheek. looks at her one more time,
"im sorry, 7ayatii. "
A tear made its way down his cheek.
this was a goodbye.
He was going to finally let go.




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Hours later, Maya wakes up, feeling much better.




M: hmm i feel better. oo flowers, mm, they smell good. oo shino hatha?! necklacee:D allahh, a weird looking key;p ola its so small!! it looks REALLY familiar, allah it has an " M " on it!! hmmm;/



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Lorena: today, im gona go see miss maya. ok clean pjs, her ipod, laptop, oo, a diary, yeah shed want to write, what else?



she slowly looks around the room..



" ohh duhh her mobile! hehe"




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Lorena gets to the hospital, greets maya, kisses her cheeks, hugs her, cries a little, then gives her her stuff.



M; thank you Lorena :)



L; your welcome!


M: oh a notebook? ohh the MAYA DIARY!!



Down at the bottom, where there was the lock, thir was an "M", the same M was carved on the necklace as well.



M: Lo, i think my necklace....fits in the diary :o


L; what are you waiting for miss? its about time you know the truth about your past!!







Maya unlocked the lock.
she was affraid, affraid to see what was behind the cover, affraid of reality.







"bismillah"











TO BE CONTINUED :D

-Fudgie ;)

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YOU GUYS! IM SOOOO SORRYY!!!! 7aill sorry wallah i was so busy the past 2 weeks oo i couldnt post! :(
Thank you for those who commented;*
oo i miss you kilikom! :D
love ya;*
oo this is a pretty long post, enjoy ;)


btw, check out this blog;*
www.hammycoffee.blogspot.com
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Maya Writing on a piece of paper, sitting on a rock, glazing towards the beautiful ocean.


Why?
why me?
dear god. i understand that i wasn't a really good person in my past, but im willing to change.
please god.
help me.
i cant take it anymore, i swear.. one day, ill either end up killing myself, or trying to.
Ya3goob?! omg. omg. him.
I dont think anyone has ever experienced what i did.
My experience was cruel.
i killed a soul.
i killed a person.
an innocent person.
someone who never ever did anything to me.
im a murderer.
im heartless.
am i even human? is there a part of humanity left in me? i need to go, before i do something really crazy.





She tears the paper into little bits, and throws them towards the ocean. The pieces disappear little by little.






''hatha ily ra7 iy9eer feeny ana ba3ad, little by little, ill go, away, leave, forever. ''




She stands up, facing the ocean, takes a deap breath..


'' I HATE YOU YA3GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOB ''








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Fahad: dude goom! yala warana jam3a!

Ya3goob: kani kani..

Fahad: shfeek, you look confused?!

Ya3goob: eeh, fhaid, umm maya

Fahad: OHO radaina 3ala maya?! yuba allah yir7amha! 5ala9 move on;/

Ya3goob: no no you dont understand..

Fahad: look if this is stupid, im gona kick you, and you will regret it;p

Ya3goob; maya, ma maatat..

Fahad: huh? shlon? bes 2 yea-

Ya3goob: MAYA, ASHLEYS FRIEND, IS MY MAYA!!

F; la7tha shlon bisilaa hathy moo matat?! shlon radat?! min wain 6la3at?!

Y; you dont get it do you?! MAYA MY LOVE, MY LIFE IS BACK. SHES BACK. SHE NEVER DIED. YA3NEE SHES GONNA GIVE ME A SECOND CHANCE. finally..

F; uhh..sorry, bes ma'6in she'll do that ya3goob, wara kil ily sawaita?! i doubt it.

Y; what ? laa laaaa!! she always gave me a second chance! shmi3na hal marra laa?!

F; lana hal marra '3air, hal marra shes different, shes someone new, she started fresh.. i9ara7a, advice? stay away from maya. dont hurt her fahim?! yala ana mashy.. salam..









And he left ya3goob in complete shock..







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CU :



Fahad: ASHLEY! hey! listen, umm..did you see maya??


Ashley: FAHAD!! hey no i called her but she never answered. ;/ im gona go check on her after the lecture..


Fahad; oh ok, well let me know if shes ok, and tell her i say hi!



A; sure i will ;)




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Loreena.

" knock knock "

Maya:
" GET OUT GET OOUTT GET OUTTTT!! LEAAAVEEEE AHHHHHHHHH"


Maya, was going, hmm crazy.


L; MISS MISS CALLM DOWN MISSS MAAADAAAAAAAAAAAAAM HELPP MISSS !!!!

Maya: MOVE AWAY MOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE




meanwhile..

*ding dong*

A: umm...ok the doors open, maya? are you..what th-

L; HELPPPPPPPPPPPP MADAAAAAAAAM

Maya: GET OUT MOVE MOVE MOVE OUT AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *screamsss and hits wall and hits head*



A; MAYA CALM DOWN MAYA MAYA MAYAAAAAAA


Ashley dialling 911

hello sir please emergency now my friend is going crazy..










TO BE CONTINUED :D

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DEDICATED TO MY SIS:* A7IBICH :D
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* Dream *

Ya3goob: im gona kill you.

Maya: NO NO PLEASEEEEE IM SORRY!

Ya3goob: 9ARFAY YOUR SORRY MUKAN THANYY! TA3ALAAAAAY!!


ya3goob, was on drugs at this point of his life.

Maya: no no nooooo PLEASEEEE ;'((!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Ya3goob places Maya in a corner, without giving her a chance to run away, away for her life.

He took out a knife, put her skirt up until her thies start to show, there, he started cutting her, she started screaming from pain, from agony, from heartbreak, her love was turning into a monster, a really ugly one.

Ya3goob didnt stop cutting her. With every cut, he went deeper and deeper..
He started punching her, slapping her, kicking her.. suddenly, he realizes what hes doing, and stops, gets down on his knees to see what he did, but unfortunately, he was late, too late.


Ya3goob: MAYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!







*dream ends*





Maya: AHHH!!!!!!

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Ya3goob: i cant sleep, maya i need you, im sorry i hurt you.


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12:00 pm


Mother: Maya, hunny, i made reservations to a spa, ok?

Maya: Ok mommy..

Mother: mommy?! did you just call me MOMMY?!?! since when ?:O

Maya: i love you, ive been a very very bad daughter, but mommy, im willing to change, i remember everything, everything! i know im 18!! but why did you keep the truth from me this whole time??

Mother: it was for your own good..


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Ya3goob gets out a newspaper article, it seemed very old..
he looked at it, with tears in his eyes..



"The Shocking Death of two beautiful teenagers"




Y; Im sorry 7abeebty, 7ayatii, galbi, 3yoony, roo7y, please come back to me, your alive, i want ONE MORE chance, just one, you gave me so much, too many to count, i was careless, i was a jerk, i was a monster..

im sorry.."











To be Continued...


-Fudgie

Jealousy Slayed My Soul 14

Sorry guys ive been very busy i had no time to post! ;/
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Party Day:


Ashley: MAYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!

M; WHAT ?!?!

A; COME ON WE HAVE TO GET READY ITS ALREADY 7!!

M; SHOOOOT! ok ok!!



Ashley had curly golden hair. a tan. brown eyes, and average height. she was thin as well.


after getting ready..

M; OMG YOUR SUCH A CUTE BUNNY!!

A; omg you look like a sexy devil!! woohooo lets PARTAAAAY!


They drove back to Ashleys house where they were greated by her nanny. The party already started, and people already started coming.. it was packed as a matter of fact. hot guys. hot girls.

Maya and Ashley went different directions where they started greeting different people. Finally, they found an empty couch to sit on;p



M; ashhley! i dont like my outfit i wana change it!! listen i saw the mask and dress you had in your closet yesterday, can i go wear that?

A; sure sure...


Maya quickly runs to Ashleys room, changes to that beige silky dress.. wears a matching mask, with her big curls down. she looked so pretty.



Meanwhile..


Fahad: ASHLEY!! heyyyyyyyyyyyy!! *hug* omg you look so cute!!

A; thank you!! ;$ let me guess..you guys are supposed to be.. ??

Ya3goob: dum and dummer, oh and hi!

A; you dont look dum ;p you guys look hot actually!!! hey! :D

F; WHERE IS MAYA?! shes always like somewhere!;p

A; she went up to chan-- oh there she is..


She was beautiful.. coming down those stairs, slowly, like a princess..

Y; wow..

Ya3goob couldnt stop looking at her.. he knew that person, that hair, that body, those eyes, but he couldnt believe it.

" la yuba maya's dead"

A; MAYAAA COME HERE!!!!

M; Fahaaaaad! :D *hug*

F; Hey gorgeous! wow, you look so good in that dress!!

M; thank you ;$

F; oh btw, this is my friend, ya3goob..

Maya tilted her head to see him, it was him. him. the guy in her dreams, the guy she couldn't live without. it all hit her. it all came back to her. she remembered everything. it was her prince. but she hated him.

M; you.

Ya3goob stood there. shocked. he KNEW that voice. he knew that smell! that smile. it was her, it was maya, it was his love, his life.

Y; MAYA?!?!?!?!?! :O

M; LEAVE ME ALONE! MOVE MOVE MOVE YOU!!!! YOU!!!! I HATE YOU!!!!!

Maya starts crying, runs out of the party, gets into her car, and starts driving, little by little she starts speading, and speading.. but finally cools down. She stops on the side of the road. takes a deep breath, in/ out...

" its him..he lead me to this. he made me a monster, how could i hate him, i love him, but i hate him"




To be continued...

-Fudgie