Jealousy Slayed My Soul 17

Ya3goob; i have to go talk to maya.



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doctor: im sorry, she had a nervous breakdown, she'll need some time to heal, she remembered aihh?

Mother: yes, unfortunately.



D; she had to, sooner or later, aight, i want you to show her that you care, be there for her.



Mother: i am always there for her, doctor.



D: yes yes i know, but, please, watch out this time, you can lose her for real now.



Mother: i promise i wont let her out of my sight.




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Father dialling Mother


F; SH9AYAAAR!! WHAT HAPPENED TO MY MAYA!!!!!!



M: shes going crazy.



F; SHINO YA3NEE GOING CRAZY?! INTAY HAY SHGA3DA ITGOOLEEEN!! TAWA LAST WEEK MAFEEHA SHAY! WHAT DID YOU DO?! I KNEW I COULDNT TRUST YOU!! SHINO HATHA, CANT YOU WATCH OUT FOR YOUR OWN DAUGHTER!? KILA MINICH, ALL OF THIS HAPPENED BECAUSE OF YOU! IM COMING BACK NOW. SHE BETTER BE ALRIGHT WHEN I COME BACK..



M: Bu--



60006 6006 60006.




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Fahad: ASHLEY ASHLEY!! I GOT YOUR MESSAGE!! OMG WHAT HAPPENED TO HER?!



A; I HAVE NO IDEA!! I WENT IN AND SHE WAS GOING ALL NUTS ON HER NANNY!



F; *kila minik yaa ya3goob, maskeena ilbint shino thambha* :(



A; the doctor says she needs time alone, we cant see her for 2 days.



F; :( i hope she'll be fine! listen there is no point in you waiting here, let me
take you home.




He took her hand, and they walked out together.



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*Dream*


Maya: go away.



Ya3goob: ok ok i will, a9lan i dont love you anymore..dont get me wrong, i love you, but i dont at the same time, you know?



Maya: flip you.



Ya3goob: sorry, i want you to move on with your life..



Maya: i hate you.



Y; i love you..



M: GO AWAY I WISH YOU DIE. PLEASE, DO ME A FAVOR, AND, DIE.





Ya3goob leaves her alone, but never really leaves her thoughts, hes there in her heart. She had to forget about him someway, before its too late.


She gets out a small bag, sniffs some powder, then feels much better.



Maya: i dont need him, as a matter of fact, i think i hate him. wait no i dont think i hate him, i do.





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Ya3goob: Fhaaaaaidd have you seen maya these past days?!



F; yeah.



Y; wainha??!



F; WHY DO YOU CARE?!



Y; haa, shino why do i care, you KNOW laish i care.



F; 9a7 i do, you supposedly "love" her.



Y; i do.



F; really? thats why shes in the hospital?? kila ib sibitik?!



Y; WHAT NO WHY?! SH9AAAR?!?!?



F; madre dude madre






Y; * i neeeeeed to go see her*





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Ya3goob had to go to the hospital to see Maya.
He saw her peacefully sleeping.
There was a smile on her face.
He didnt see that smile for a very long time.
was it because she didnt need him anymore?
was this all because of him?!



He takes out the necklace with the key.
Ties it around her neck, pecks her cheek. looks at her one more time,
"im sorry, 7ayatii. "
A tear made its way down his cheek.
this was a goodbye.
He was going to finally let go.




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Hours later, Maya wakes up, feeling much better.




M: hmm i feel better. oo flowers, mm, they smell good. oo shino hatha?! necklacee:D allahh, a weird looking key;p ola its so small!! it looks REALLY familiar, allah it has an " M " on it!! hmmm;/



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Lorena: today, im gona go see miss maya. ok clean pjs, her ipod, laptop, oo, a diary, yeah shed want to write, what else?



she slowly looks around the room..



" ohh duhh her mobile! hehe"




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Lorena gets to the hospital, greets maya, kisses her cheeks, hugs her, cries a little, then gives her her stuff.



M; thank you Lorena :)



L; your welcome!


M: oh a notebook? ohh the MAYA DIARY!!



Down at the bottom, where there was the lock, thir was an "M", the same M was carved on the necklace as well.



M: Lo, i think my necklace....fits in the diary :o


L; what are you waiting for miss? its about time you know the truth about your past!!







Maya unlocked the lock.
she was affraid, affraid to see what was behind the cover, affraid of reality.







"bismillah"











TO BE CONTINUED :D

-Fudgie ;)

Jealousy Slayed My Soul 16

YOU GUYS! IM SOOOO SORRYY!!!! 7aill sorry wallah i was so busy the past 2 weeks oo i couldnt post! :(
Thank you for those who commented;*
oo i miss you kilikom! :D
love ya;*
oo this is a pretty long post, enjoy ;)


btw, check out this blog;*
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Maya Writing on a piece of paper, sitting on a rock, glazing towards the beautiful ocean.


Why?
why me?
dear god. i understand that i wasn't a really good person in my past, but im willing to change.
please god.
help me.
i cant take it anymore, i swear.. one day, ill either end up killing myself, or trying to.
Ya3goob?! omg. omg. him.
I dont think anyone has ever experienced what i did.
My experience was cruel.
i killed a soul.
i killed a person.
an innocent person.
someone who never ever did anything to me.
im a murderer.
im heartless.
am i even human? is there a part of humanity left in me? i need to go, before i do something really crazy.





She tears the paper into little bits, and throws them towards the ocean. The pieces disappear little by little.






''hatha ily ra7 iy9eer feeny ana ba3ad, little by little, ill go, away, leave, forever. ''




She stands up, facing the ocean, takes a deap breath..


'' I HATE YOU YA3GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOB ''








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Fahad: dude goom! yala warana jam3a!

Ya3goob: kani kani..

Fahad: shfeek, you look confused?!

Ya3goob: eeh, fhaid, umm maya

Fahad: OHO radaina 3ala maya?! yuba allah yir7amha! 5ala9 move on;/

Ya3goob: no no you dont understand..

Fahad: look if this is stupid, im gona kick you, and you will regret it;p

Ya3goob; maya, ma maatat..

Fahad: huh? shlon? bes 2 yea-

Ya3goob: MAYA, ASHLEYS FRIEND, IS MY MAYA!!

F; la7tha shlon bisilaa hathy moo matat?! shlon radat?! min wain 6la3at?!

Y; you dont get it do you?! MAYA MY LOVE, MY LIFE IS BACK. SHES BACK. SHE NEVER DIED. YA3NEE SHES GONNA GIVE ME A SECOND CHANCE. finally..

F; uhh..sorry, bes ma'6in she'll do that ya3goob, wara kil ily sawaita?! i doubt it.

Y; what ? laa laaaa!! she always gave me a second chance! shmi3na hal marra laa?!

F; lana hal marra '3air, hal marra shes different, shes someone new, she started fresh.. i9ara7a, advice? stay away from maya. dont hurt her fahim?! yala ana mashy.. salam..









And he left ya3goob in complete shock..







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CU :



Fahad: ASHLEY! hey! listen, umm..did you see maya??


Ashley: FAHAD!! hey no i called her but she never answered. ;/ im gona go check on her after the lecture..


Fahad; oh ok, well let me know if shes ok, and tell her i say hi!



A; sure i will ;)




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Loreena.

" knock knock "

Maya:
" GET OUT GET OOUTT GET OUTTTT!! LEAAAVEEEE AHHHHHHHHH"


Maya, was going, hmm crazy.


L; MISS MISS CALLM DOWN MISSS MAAADAAAAAAAAAAAAAM HELPP MISSS !!!!

Maya: MOVE AWAY MOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE




meanwhile..

*ding dong*

A: umm...ok the doors open, maya? are you..what th-

L; HELPPPPPPPPPPPP MADAAAAAAAAM

Maya: GET OUT MOVE MOVE MOVE OUT AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *screamsss and hits wall and hits head*



A; MAYA CALM DOWN MAYA MAYA MAYAAAAAAA


Ashley dialling 911

hello sir please emergency now my friend is going crazy..










TO BE CONTINUED :D

Jealousy Slayed My Soul 15

DEDICATED TO MY SIS:* A7IBICH :D
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* Dream *

Ya3goob: im gona kill you.

Maya: NO NO PLEASEEEEE IM SORRY!

Ya3goob: 9ARFAY YOUR SORRY MUKAN THANYY! TA3ALAAAAAY!!


ya3goob, was on drugs at this point of his life.

Maya: no no nooooo PLEASEEEE ;'((!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Ya3goob places Maya in a corner, without giving her a chance to run away, away for her life.

He took out a knife, put her skirt up until her thies start to show, there, he started cutting her, she started screaming from pain, from agony, from heartbreak, her love was turning into a monster, a really ugly one.

Ya3goob didnt stop cutting her. With every cut, he went deeper and deeper..
He started punching her, slapping her, kicking her.. suddenly, he realizes what hes doing, and stops, gets down on his knees to see what he did, but unfortunately, he was late, too late.


Ya3goob: MAYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!







*dream ends*





Maya: AHHH!!!!!!

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Ya3goob: i cant sleep, maya i need you, im sorry i hurt you.


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12:00 pm


Mother: Maya, hunny, i made reservations to a spa, ok?

Maya: Ok mommy..

Mother: mommy?! did you just call me MOMMY?!?! since when ?:O

Maya: i love you, ive been a very very bad daughter, but mommy, im willing to change, i remember everything, everything! i know im 18!! but why did you keep the truth from me this whole time??

Mother: it was for your own good..


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Ya3goob gets out a newspaper article, it seemed very old..
he looked at it, with tears in his eyes..



"The Shocking Death of two beautiful teenagers"




Y; Im sorry 7abeebty, 7ayatii, galbi, 3yoony, roo7y, please come back to me, your alive, i want ONE MORE chance, just one, you gave me so much, too many to count, i was careless, i was a jerk, i was a monster..

im sorry.."











To be Continued...


-Fudgie

Jealousy Slayed My Soul 14

Sorry guys ive been very busy i had no time to post! ;/
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Party Day:


Ashley: MAYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!

M; WHAT ?!?!

A; COME ON WE HAVE TO GET READY ITS ALREADY 7!!

M; SHOOOOT! ok ok!!



Ashley had curly golden hair. a tan. brown eyes, and average height. she was thin as well.


after getting ready..

M; OMG YOUR SUCH A CUTE BUNNY!!

A; omg you look like a sexy devil!! woohooo lets PARTAAAAY!


They drove back to Ashleys house where they were greated by her nanny. The party already started, and people already started coming.. it was packed as a matter of fact. hot guys. hot girls.

Maya and Ashley went different directions where they started greeting different people. Finally, they found an empty couch to sit on;p



M; ashhley! i dont like my outfit i wana change it!! listen i saw the mask and dress you had in your closet yesterday, can i go wear that?

A; sure sure...


Maya quickly runs to Ashleys room, changes to that beige silky dress.. wears a matching mask, with her big curls down. she looked so pretty.



Meanwhile..


Fahad: ASHLEY!! heyyyyyyyyyyyy!! *hug* omg you look so cute!!

A; thank you!! ;$ let me guess..you guys are supposed to be.. ??

Ya3goob: dum and dummer, oh and hi!

A; you dont look dum ;p you guys look hot actually!!! hey! :D

F; WHERE IS MAYA?! shes always like somewhere!;p

A; she went up to chan-- oh there she is..


She was beautiful.. coming down those stairs, slowly, like a princess..

Y; wow..

Ya3goob couldnt stop looking at her.. he knew that person, that hair, that body, those eyes, but he couldnt believe it.

" la yuba maya's dead"

A; MAYAAA COME HERE!!!!

M; Fahaaaaad! :D *hug*

F; Hey gorgeous! wow, you look so good in that dress!!

M; thank you ;$

F; oh btw, this is my friend, ya3goob..

Maya tilted her head to see him, it was him. him. the guy in her dreams, the guy she couldn't live without. it all hit her. it all came back to her. she remembered everything. it was her prince. but she hated him.

M; you.

Ya3goob stood there. shocked. he KNEW that voice. he knew that smell! that smile. it was her, it was maya, it was his love, his life.

Y; MAYA?!?!?!?!?! :O

M; LEAVE ME ALONE! MOVE MOVE MOVE YOU!!!! YOU!!!! I HATE YOU!!!!!

Maya starts crying, runs out of the party, gets into her car, and starts driving, little by little she starts speading, and speading.. but finally cools down. She stops on the side of the road. takes a deep breath, in/ out...

" its him..he lead me to this. he made me a monster, how could i hate him, i love him, but i hate him"




To be continued...

-Fudgie

Jealousy Slayed My Soul 13

Heyy you guys! sorry i havent been posting bes i have no time ;/ anyway i hope you like this post! :D

Dedicated to Budi! :*
love you;**
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Previously..

Ya3goob sees someones hair, who thought looked like Maya's, but didn't bother looking at her face cuz he thinks maya's dead.

The hair was maya's.



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regestration office:


secretary: so, do you like it here or do you miss kuwait?

Y; mm i dunno ill tell you when i decide ;)

secretary: how about, when you decide, you take me out..;)

Y; how old are you anyway?

S; 23 ;)

Y; sure :D

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Maya and Ashley walking to the Lambo..

Maya bumps into someone..





--: watch where your goi- wow.

Maya: you were saying? yeah i thought so, now move.

Ashley: maya! i thought you were a "sweeter" person now?

maya looks at the guy and says,

"haha sorry i was joking, no problem, did you want anything?

--: no no:s but you look like someone i know!

Maya: haha..oh okay..

--: no wait, someone someone wait umbayyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Maya: your arab? ;s

--: ee! kuwaiti! intay?

Maya: half kuwaitiya half italian:p

--: i know you..imbala somewhere...hmm...

Maya: ok im sorry bes i have to go!!

--: wait waittttt whats your name??!

M; maya;p you?

--: fahad...

M; nice meeting you fahad!! i g2g now bye:P!

Ashley: wait would you like to come to my halloween party? ;D

F; sure! when??! and can i bring a friend??

Ashley: this thurs, give me your # ill txt you, and yes of coarse!

M; ok ashley we really have to go!!

A; yeah ok ok ...

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Fahad:

" Maya..Maya..Maya.......;s i know that name min mukan, i know that face, i know that hair i know those eyes i know .. wait that was some lebanese actress! haha, mm la madree:p "
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Ya3goob dialling Fahad

F; hala walla

Y; hala feek agool tara 7ady '6ayi3 i need a tour!!!!

F; '6ayi3 min ay na7ya??

Y; haha 7ilwa, bes laa min 9ijy.. im so bored.

F; haha inzain shrayik inroo7 il mall?

Y; yala:p mako shi'3ul bes ok;p

F; ill pick you up! inzain so its a date?

Y; AGOOOOL! CHUB ZAIN WA3 !!

F; HAHAHHAA IM JOKING!

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*Mall*


Ashley: omg. you look hott! buy it now!!!!!!!

M; you think? ;p

A; yeahh..omg look hot guys!! 9 oclock!!

M; where who when?!

A; omg isnt that fahad? and damn a hotter guy with him!!

M; pshh whatever!! * looks at the mirror *

A; lets go say hi!!!!

M; no thanks, go im waiting here, i wana try on this dress..but come back!!

A; ok!!


Ashley walks to the boys, who looked..LOST ;p

A; HEY FAHAD!!!

F; ASHLEY! hii!! :p long time no see !!

A; haha yeahh!! omg what are you doing here?

F; umm..i dont really..ya3goob what are we doing here???:p

Y; were..umm.. wana try the new pretzel place ;p

Fahad smacks ya3goobs head! " INT 7MAR??"

A; ?

F; ohh sorry..Ashley this is ya3goob, ya3goob, this is ashley!!

A; haha hey!!

Y; hello ;p

F; are you here alone?

A; no no im with my friend ;p

F; be more specific..;p ooo ooo guy???;)

A; shushh no, maya!

F; oh that chick i bumped into ;p

A; yeahh;p

Y; mmmaya? (laa its impossible. shes dead, ako milliooon maya in the world! ;p)

A; yeah;p hahha anyway,shes prob waiting for me.. see you in in 3!!

F; byee!! :D

Y; nice meeting you;p

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A; omg maya he has a really hot friend..

M; haha really??

A; yeah he was called..yyaa3goob;p it was hard to pronounce..

M; ohh ...ya3goob..? ohh.. ( millions of ya3goobs out there;p)

A; anyway... movie?

M; why not?















To be Continued..


-Fudgieee

Jealousy Slayed My Soul 12

HELLO :D
DEDICATION TO WAHABI ;D
and thank you guys for you wonderful comments;*
love you!!
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Previously..

Loreena: Everyone thinks you killed Faye.
Maya: but i didnt!

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Ya3goob looks at the moon,
"night maya"
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Maya looks at the moon,
"night ya3goob"

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*Dream*

Ya3goob: Maya STOP TAKING DRUGS.

Maya: dont tell me what to do.

Y; please if you love me please.

M; why should i love you if your such a jerk?

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Y; Maya dont leave me, ya3nee wain bitroo7en? your gona run away from home?! ;/

M; good idea.

Y; hay hay min9ijich??!

Maya walks away.

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Faye: MAYA QUICK RUN RUN RUN.

Maya: FAYEEEEE! :'( :'(

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*alarm goes on*

TRRR TRRR TRRRR

M; way bismillahh..




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Ya3goob dialling Kuwait/mother.

Mother: hala hala yuma shlonik sha5barik?

Y: YUMA! hala feech ana tamaaam intay shlonich?

the moms called..mm..Dania

D; 7abeeby sawait registration to CU wela la2??

Y; ee ee ilyoum baroo7!

D; laa AL7EEN, yala roo7 sawee ba3dain dig 3alay..

Y; 5ala9 3ayal ma3isalama
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Ya3goob heads to CU.
" HEYA HOT GIRLS. umbay kil 5ara ya7mar Maya maya maya ay hot girls nisait 3an maya?!"
He lowered his head trying not to sneak any peeks at the gorgeous girls who attend CU. He was releived when he read the sign *registration office --> *

He was heading that way but saw a familiar figuire. Long brown hair. That hair that once belonged to someone he loves.
" shfeek int mayas dead!" those words kept playing in his head. he wanted to take a quick glance at the girls face bes changes his mind.
*pushes the door and goes in*
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Ashley: MAYA! over here!
M; heeey! glad i found you! omg CU has ALOT of HOT GUYS.
Ashley: yeah i know right?! so you ready ;)?
M; yeah but umm.. are you driving? cuz i brought my Lamborghini.
A;OMG. YOUR SO DRIVING, NOW NOW WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?! what are we doing here in CU?! go go go...





Turns out, the hair belongs to that one person ya3goob loves after all.




To be continued..

-Fudgie;)